End of Month Analysis: March 2012

Since December I started keeping a track of my daily draws and I found most of my daily draws relate a lot to my monthly GT. On the other hand the card which comes up the most is usually a really important aspect of the month or needs attention in the GT. Therefore, at the end of the month I'd write down which card (s) came up the most in daily draw and then locate it in GT and interpret accordingly.

This month's winners are: Ship, Heart and Storks.

The GT for the month is here.

We look at the Ship card first. Ship card is the card of travelling mainly but since I do not travel very often, and specially in a monthly draw I would take that as a change or a movement, mostly a huge one. Ship is in house of 19-TOWER which is the house of Isolation. So there has been a change in feeling alone or isolated. In house of Ship(longings) is Book. In the very beginning of the month I asked the deck which card represented Jay this month and the answer was Book. This guy has played a huge role in bringing a lot of happiness in my life. We are not romantically involved, like you can tell by the Dog next to him, but he is really close friend.  So the description fits well so far. If we look behind Ship, there is Anchor and behind that Mountain, the Ship is probably leaving the home point or the dock (Anchor, Mountain) and is moving in to the oceans. However, there is Fox right next to it, which is sort of sniffing the Ship. I have been VERY careful about every move I have made this month. Very guarded and cautious moves. Right next to it is the Moon, which together talk about illusion (I wrote this in the other post). Ship mirrors Scythe, Clouds and Coffin. It knights Bear, Stars, Tree, Lilies, Lady, Dog and House. We can say that the changes and the movements I have made this month were may be in my head only, (This one is true though) and they are not very clear but they are necessary to cut off from what lies behind now (Scythe). This also speaks of a new beginning after I closed few doors (Coffin). This will take a while (Tree) but with the help of this friend(Dog) who brings balance in my life (Lilies), I can say I will make it (Lady) home (House). Most of this will not make any sense to you, but it does to me.

Next card that wanted my attention is Storks, which is a positive change, an improvement, a new addition. Storks is in house of Book, the unknown. This speaks of changes which are learnt. Storks mirror Ring, so I can safely say I have learnt a great deal about relationships in last 2-3 months. Some huge lessons have come my way. Storks also mirror Dog and Mice. I have seen relationships crumbling away (Ring-Mice) and how they change the way we trust people (Storks-Dog).
In house of Storks is the mountain, which also speaks of delays or obstacles, so we can again say the changes or the upward flight was (is?) not easy.
If we look at the three cards Lilies-Storks-Garden it looks like someone is leaving the resting state and is going out more. This is what has happened. I started moving out and around a lot since after February.

Next card is the Heart card.
This card is most people's favourite because it talks about love, affection, feelings, and the usual lovy dovy stuff we all want to know about at some points in our lives.

Heart is in house of Mice, some feelings and emotions have been eaten away, I can again, safely say that. In house of Heart is Child, which says there is a new but immature love started this month. I totally understand why Child is in house of Heart because I cannot say I'm in love, but I do have feelings of affection, those motherly feelings for a very close friend. These feelings have developed over the course of last 2 months. The Heart is surrounded by two negative (Clouds and scythe) and five positive cards (Rider, Sun, Child, Flower, Ring) and one neutral card. If we look at it this way, there is an indication of new love coming my way. I can tell you that I have not found a new love or a new young budding romance (Rider-Child) which feels very complete or true (Sun-Heart-Ring) yet, but I have to confess I feel the energy. Last time when I felt this way, I fell completely head over heels in love. I'm very much anticipating similar kind of feelings now. The Scythe and Clouds talks about a different story. I actually rejected a proposal for a long-term potential relationship (Flower, heart, Ring, Child, Rider) which was very promising, but I have no idea why I did that. I just could not make myself feel good about it. Must be the Mice :D.
Heart knights Stars, which is the card of desires, dreams and hopes, Tree, the card for long-term goals, Key which assures that its not out of reach and Birds which makes nervous and excited. I actually set up a vision board this month, which has a corner in which I have put pictures of happy couples, a baby, some positive quotes about relationships and a bold statement which says "New Love", and shortly after that I started feeling the energy I described above. I will write in detail about the vision board later, will put up some pictures too.
and I just noticed that Heart was my card last month too which made second highest number of appearances last month too .

So here we are with the most important aspects of this month being discussed and they were very much important I can tell from experience (:p) and hope you guys would want to keep a journal and try to analyse your daily draws as well like this. Its very informative trust me !

Roads-Flower: Take it or Leave it?

Twilight: Edward, Bella and Jacob

Choices, choices, choices. Once upon a time, when I was to select my courses for grad school, a person really older and wiser than me said " you are lucky if you have options". I still remember his words because I did believe him at that time. How life proceeded and what I made out of all the choices I had, that is another story, but I still try to make myself believe what he said. You are lucky if you have options.

This is right if you are a downright optimist, but what about a person really bad with making decisions. I hate when this card appears again, and again, and yet again. I'm talking about 22-Roads/paths/crossroads card. This card shows us we are at a very important point in life where we are supposed to make a decision. This card is called "decision" or "choices" because when we are having choices, we are actually facing a decision (how logical and interpretive).

The Flower on the other hand is the card which talks about all the good things in life, good company, a token of gratitude, a friend or girlfriend, a gift, an offer or invite, thus the things we just want to have all the time.

When it appears with Roads card, it means an offer needs a decision. You have to take it or leave it. Look at the surrounding cards to see if there is a hint what the decision may lead to. These are some tempting offers, some lucrative choices, but again, can't have them all!

Fox - Moon: An Illusion?

Girl holding the moon:
picture from 99opticalillusions.com

I don't know if any of you have experienced, but I feel like a different person during the day and a different person at night. This is the reason I do not do my daily draw, or my weekly draw or my monthly draw during the day. I actually never read cards during the day. Simply because my brain works more logically during the day when the reasoning is working with the daylight, we have work to do, we have bills to pay and we have things to sort. The night is a different time. This is the time to relax the brain, think about the guy you want to spend your life with, dream about the life you want to have. Its different. I sense that its the effect of moon on me.
Add in the Fox, that clever liar, who is so smart and so intelligent and who would do anything to get its prey and you are definitely in for trouble.

I saw this combination and I have experienced it too.

The Moon is a card which talks about fame, recognition, emotions, romance. Other meanings , at a deeper level, associated with this card are the soul life, subconscious desires, dreams (those we see while we are asleep). I was very much concerned about this card when it used to appear along with Fox near the Man card in my grand tableau. I was seeing this man romantically and I knew why Fox always appeared near him, but why the Moon?

Fox card talks about lies, cheating and flattery. I have already written about Fox card in detail here and here. The Moon I have discussed from a positive angle here. Together they shout:

ILLUSION

We love living in dreams, don't we? When things seem so good to be true, who would want to wake up, right? We love illusions. They make us feel what we want to feel but sooner or later, the reality jumps in, and slaps us right in the face.

When these two cards appear together, you need to snap out of that dream you are living, into reality because sooner or later you are going to find out that whatever you thought, it was not exactly like that. I can assure you that very soon you will see the reality, because the Moon will not last there forever, the Sun will dawn and you will see things differently in day light. Just like I do!

Week 13 (updated)

As usual the week is almost over and I'm updating the weekly draw now after 4 days.

The Lady is right in the middle, so the week is entirely depending on me and what I want to make out of it.

Ring - Heart - Mountain:
A relationship, which is strong (Ring//Sun) and is based on love and affection is facing some troubles or obstacles. These obstacles are of small or innocent nature (Mountain // Child).

This bit has already happened on March 28th. Me and this friend of mine had some problem today it was very small and naive problem, but I did find him at a distance today.


Child - Mice - Sun:
This looks like a new opportunity is lost which results in losing my optimism and energy. I do feel like drained since the day I went with the kids to the park and I feel like I'm totally drained of any energy I have in me.The kids I went with are quite stubborn (Child//Mountain) and I was actually feeling unaffectionate (Mice-Heart) towards one girl in particular who is actually very close to me but is very very stubborn.

I don't know whats wrong but I have started feeling so energy less and so bored all the time in last three days. I have been trying to find something to do and the things I have , which need some attention, them I'm not doing. Just being totally lazy (Mice-Sun) and I do fee like my new start or my anticipation of "new" is delayed (Child-Mountain).  Thanks God the week is over!


Adding the cards we had: 166 = 76=13=Child. I really have nothing new on my hands. I rather am bored to death.

Different layers of a Daily Draw!

I wanted to share an interesting incident about this draw.
I usually draw two cards for my daily draw, but today I drew three. Looking at the cards one by one, we see there is something about a woman (Snake) possibly older. She is probably ill (Tree) and it has something to do with her reproductive system (Moon).
This turned out the test reports for my aunt's came back and we realized she had some cysts in her right ovary. There is nothing serious but I had to take her to the hospital for further diagnostics.

Tree always depresses me. I hate seeing this card in my spread. This card talks about patience, boredom, things that take long long time to grow. The general meaning associated with this card is the long-term goals, probably life long, growth and ripening. The Moon is the dreams, the subconscious desires. The Snake card has often represented me since I'm very very good with strategies.
This combo told me, through the events of the day , that I can use my subconscious to manifest my long-term goals in my life. Some of them have actually started appearing already and for the others I can sense their energy around me.

When you have a daily draw, try to look at all the possible associations and how they might manifest. They can be literal (the first interpretation) or at a deeper level (the second interpretation).

32- The Moon

This card has been making some continuous appearances in my readings and I never noticed before, until it started appearing with Rider.
The Rider represents a news, a message, a coming love, a new young man entering your life. For a girl who had her last long-term relationship 3yrs ago, the Rider is definitely an interesting spot (you know what I mean). Jokes apart, the Moon also appeared with Tree, Snake etc. I was waiting for a news, then was waiting for some emotional upheavals, since emotions is a common association with The Moon. Nothing like that happened. That was when I started focusing on other possible meanings of this card.
Another association with this card is that of the subconscious realm. I was scrying the other night with my scrying mirror and I was reminded of this card a great deal. I have also noticed that this card appears more for me when my Psychic Rhythms are heightened. I also associate this card with my dreams, both kinds-them I see with my eyes open, and also those I see with my eyes closed. I take my dreams rather too seriously because they usually haunt me throughout the day, at least the thoughts of them. Today, I'm writing about this card only because I took a nap few hours ago and I saw a dream about Clover-Whip and I was told to discuss this card.
Since after I have put up a vision Board in my room, I'm feeling a positive change in my life. This experience of strange emotions which I have not experienced before is very thrilling. The Moon, and all the cards its coming up with, one way or another describe my desires and things related to my dreams on my vision board. This card tells me that we can always realize our dreams in to reality. We can always direct our subconscious to bring us whatever we want. The Law of Attraction, the Secret and all those things we see all around us, talking about manifesting our dreams into reality, they work, I tell you they do. The only thing they depend on is , how much you believe. When you start believing something, it starts happening. Therefore, we should always keep a positive outlook when it comes to dreams. STAY POSITIVE and you will always get positive stuff out of life.

Sabian Symbol: Taurus 12 for Week 12(updated)

Last week was my first week for which I drew a Sabian Symbol. The Symbol was

Sabian Symbol: A quite youthful young couple is walking down a busy street, stopping to peer into every window with joyful glee.

When I first read this symbol, I thought I might go shopping or buy something this week. I was disappointed when I did not. Either way, I'm not very fond of shopping (unlike many girls my age :D). Over the span of 7 days, I realized that these symbols are deeper than that. I should have looked at the deeper meanings of this card.

When we go shopping, specially with someone with whom every level of joy is elevated, its only natural to feel enthusiastic, joyful, excited and cheerful for apparently no reason. I have experienced these feelings when I go with my best friend or someone very close to me. When we look at things in the windows, its not the products or our desire to buy them, its just this feeling of joy you get when you see something really nice or pretty.

Another aspect of shopping while being excited is , we visualize and imagine ourselves in those things. The feel of "new" is very joyful, that is why we see shopaholics around us (my mother is one of them). I see this joy on her face every time she buys a new dress or a new ring.

This reminds me of another aspect of shopping; wishful thinking. We look at things and we feel a surge of motivation. I can well relate to this, when I look at something I have always wanted, or something I want to have but I cannot purchase yet, it gives me a motivation. I would work harder to get it, own it, posses it. and when I do, I feel a heightened joy.

This symbol manifested in my week just like that. I have made my very first Vision Board, on which I have placed the pictures of all the things I want to have in 2012. I don't know why I was so tempted to put a picture of really nice glittery shoes on that board. I'm not fond of shoes, and I'm the "joggers are fit for every occasion" kind, but it just makes me happy to look at them, so I put them there. Yesterday I was meditating and all of sudden I thought I might want to wear those white ones for my wedding (someday!). This is same as the window shopping, you buy them or you do not, but that one moment of joy you experience when you look at something beautiful or something you have always wanted but you did not know until you saw it, is priceless!

Back to the symbol, to me this symbol means, dreams are our way to success and they motivate us. Whether we can achieve them or not, that is not even my concern right now. All I know is that I'm loving chasing my dreams and I do not care whether or not I get successful in having it all! The idea or the dream is very exciting in its own! This is the feel I've got from my vision Board. 

Love Reading with Madame Seaqueen's Trigger Layout

Here is the spread. I have already done a reading with this spread. Worked like a charm.

This question is from Sarah about her love life since she is single for about a year now and the guys she is seeing are not generating any interest. She asked me that she wants to know about her love life and if she will soon feel "the feeling" again.
We are setting the time frame as:
Immediate: Next three weeks
Soon : Till May 23 (two months).

I'm choosing the card 24- HEART for significator.

The cards are:
Dog - Garden- Man - Birds
Key - Heart - Lady - Roads
Book- Sun - Mountain - Lilies

Past: Some friends (Dog-Garden) helped her unlocking some secrets, and also helped her becoming more open. The Key to left of Book unlocks the secret.

Present: She is having some non-serious flirtations and she is quite positive and optimistic about finding the love of her life just now, one of these days.Her thoughts are on socialising and making more public appearances and her feeling are energetic.In Andy's Small Lenormand Theory, Garden near Heart signifies an open relationship , no strings attached (This one is quite true!)

Immediate: Wow, we see a man coming up soon who probably makes her feel stressed or blocked or its a man with whom she sees no future. The Mountain explain that the Love will be delayed or blocked over next two weeks.

Soon: We wee her nervous because of a decision she has to make about a fling or a wise decision.

The Trigger row: Key - Heart - Lady - Roads
She had a sure help from a friend/a boyfriend in past who helped her learn about love or help her open up. She is quite hopeful and optimistic right now and thinks about socialising and opening herself more. In next two weeks we see her with a man but they are heading a difficult phase or she is facing an obstacle regarding her feeling. He is on top of her, so she has him in her thoughts, but her feelings feel blocked or difficult to express. In the future we see she has to make a choice, or a decision. The Birds and Lilies show she might have more than one options and she might be seeing more than one guy in next two months. Lilies is an affair, Lilies can signify a man who is older than her, Queen of Pentacles and King of Spades can signify an affair. Birds is a couple, and Roads shows she has choices.

Answer: She will soon have some alternatives and choices but she would have to make a decision.

Update April 26,2012
Its been longer than two weeks and I totally forgot to update this one. The row Man-Woman-Mountain, it did signify that there is a man who is her friend, more like a long-distance thing, but she is just not interested. The guy is good and everything but she finds it difficult to see them together as a couple.


We should wait for the Lilies guy.


Update May 17, 2012
The Lilies guy has popped up in her life. She was totally nervous about taking a decision when this guy asked her out, but then she took her chances and they have had two dates and things look favourable so far. She just asked me to do another spread for her now.

Week 12 (updated)

Moon - Lady - Birds - Letter - Roads - Heart - Rider

Letter is the theme card so this week is about an important message. The card is surrounded on both sides by cards which signify the number Two, therefore, I'd say it means two messages. Letter-Roads means two letters/documents or a message which makes me excited, and Letter-Birds means message delivered by phone call/text message, or a message which sums a situation up/gives a decision.

A sensitive or emotional lady, is anxious or nervous because of a message which requires a decision about a matter of heart and a young man (whose heart is actually involved).


March 22,2012: This very much resonates with the situation as I'm typing this. I find myself at a decision point about a man. The Jack of Heart is looking at the Queen of Pentacles but the Queen is busy looking at the Letter. I wonder if this could mean that I'm being superficial.

Left arm:
Moon - Lady - Birds - Letter
The Lady mirrors Heart, and Moon is near her along with Birds, I'd say that's my mother. She has been quite nervous because of a message she received. She even told me about this phone call that has been bothering her.

Right arm:
Letter-Roads-Heart-Rider
Now about the second part, I'm wondering if this would mean I'm going to hear from this guy about him visiting me? Has he made the decision whether he's coming or not. We will see by the end of the week.
Update March 23, 2012:
I actually received a text message last night (Birds-letter) which helped me a lot in making a decision about a love situation involving a man. The Rider might be a news coming soon, because I'm supposed to receive an important message by end of March. The Rider mirrors Moon which shows its a message about success and recognition.
Update March 26,2012
Last week, on Saturday, I decided and also communicated my decision on phone (Roads-Birds) and I'm again on a quest for love (Rider-Moon). This combination is also from my daily draw for Sunday, so I will explore it in a separate post. 

New Moon in Aries! (updated)

New Moon in my Sign, in my 7th house, this reading should be interpreted in terms of one-to-one relationships and partnerships.

Q: What will this New Moon bring me during next lunar month?

Whip - Moon - Sun - Storks - Bear - Garden - Clouds - Fox - Rider

Bear represents a protective, plump and financially strong Man because this is what I see here. When I look at the Bear card, it reminds me a guy in particular. He has a round tummy and roundish eyes and he looks a lot like the Bear I'd hug (I don't know what I'm saying). Bear can be power and strength as well, so I see myself getting some strength. I so need it.Interestingly , the new Moon is in Aries and Iris Treppner associate Aries with Bear as well. This guy I'm talking about is also Aries Sun, Mercury, Moon and Venus.

Whip-Moon-Sun-Storks-Bear
This looks like some emotional discussions will happen bringing energy and a powerful change. Whip-Rider looks like conversations about my thoughts or change. Moon-Fox however warn of false appreciation and even flattery. Sun will come out of Clouds and Storks-Garden tell me I will be going out more often.

Bear - Garden - Clouds - Fox - Rider
An abundance of improved strength but inability to see things more logically (Clouds-Fox and Fox-Moon) about a young man. The Rider is mirroring Whip, I can see he is someone argumentative.


Storks -Bear - Garden = Big changes in social life
Whip - Moon - Sun = Emotional/romantic conversations or discussing on intuition will bring success.
Clouds-Fox-Rider = Being warned about throwbacks, false throwbacks, examining the hindrances actively.


I believe this lunar month will make me get out more often, chatting with other people, discussing what has been holding me in and will let me see through the problems that are so clouding my optimism (Sun).

If the Bear is him, which I'm strongly feeling it is, we might meet up and clear our confusions which no doubtingly are present between two Aries because of their super-hyperactive and restless nature.

Another month has passed and I have yet not heard from him. The Bear is the centre was actually was my personal power and strength. I was having a strong protective network around me (Bear+Garden) which was good for a change (Bear + Storks). Besides that I do not see any thing very clear in this spread. The Rider+Whip did bring a person to me about whom I'm very cautious (Fox+Rider). I actually have trust issues with this person.