Relationship Spread!

This spread is a pretty popular one when it comes to relationships and I found it on Madam Seaqueen's lenormand blog.

Key:

Above the Lady: Her thoughts and plans
Right of the Lady: Her hopes and desires
Left of the Lady: Qualities she displays in the relationship
Below the Lady: Her feelings

On the Gentleman’s side:

Above the Gentleman: His thoughts and plans
Left of the Gentleman: His hopes and desires
Right of the Gentleman: Qualities he displays in the relationship
Below the Gentleman: His feelings

The spread is done for me and this guy I met at a New Year Party.

Checking out the Lady side first:

Thoughts and Plans:

The Bear for me is usually a dominating, strong & protective man. Dominating this man is harder than you even think. On other hand this card also suggests I'm more focused on my strength and power, both physical and financial. This card can be both in my case. My thoughts are usually on another guy, who unfortunately doesn't feel as strongly towards me as I do towards him & at the same time I'm more focused on learning and having a strong financial base right now.

Hopes & Desires:

Before I even pulled the cards I was already thinking what will I get in this position & this reminded me of last night when someone asked me "Do you like kids?" and I was like "yeah, I want 3 of them, 2 boys and a girl". Its funny how I'm obsessed with Kids and my thoughts are all on being strong enough, for my kids, who someday will look up to mommy & know who they want to be like! 

Child also suggests I want sensitivity & naiveness, in this relationship.

Feelings:

My feelings are very much open & flighty you might say. I think the last thing on my mind right now is a romantic relationship & my feelings change a lot, when it comes to matters of romance. I'm more concerned with my freedom than with anything. 

Qualities I display in relationship:

Hope, faith, dreams and positive energy like that. I also associate this card with new paths and new hopes. This shows that I bring the element of hope in the relationship.

Now taking a look at him:

His thoughts and Plans:

Looks like he is stressed and troubled. Reminds me of the time when I met him and he was very very keen to make friends with me & I asked him why & he said "I thought I needed someone to talk to". Looks like there is something that is upsetting him in a bad way.

Hopes & Desires:

Ring: Oh that explains a lot of things. He seeks a connection, which he told me in our first meeting. He is looking for a stable commitment sort of thing, (but he says the opposite :/ ) and he hopes for a stronger and deeper connection. He is a Libra, 7th house ruler and ruled by Venus, so if he hopes for a relationship, he is very much in tune with what he really needs.

His Feelings:

House: He feels safe & comfortable. 

Qualities he displays in the relationship:

Heart: Yes he is very compassionate and very caring towards me.

So looking at the situation, He wants a relationship, he is warm and caring & he feels comfortable then what is troubling him (Mountain)? May be its my thoughts of another man I share with him that bother him. But I do bring hope in the relationship but at the same time my feelings are very changeable and inconsistent.

The good part is he wants a stable connection & I want kids.

He feels comfortable and secure & I feel change & improvement.

He shows love & I show hope.

The only thing that bothers me is, he is stressed because my thoughts are on power & strength (& another man) instead of him.

To get the outcome, we have to add the cards:

Mine: 15 + 13 + 16 + 17 = 61 = 7 - Snake

His: 21 + 25 + 24 + 04 = 74 = 11 - Whips

Adding both 7 + 11 = 18 - Dog & 9-Flowers

so Whips + Snake means conflicts and troubles along with arguments. Interestingly both are Jack & Queen of same suit & can be representing me & him, he is very athletic & sporty & communicative while I'm bit colder, career-focused & complicated. The outcome however, leads to good faithful friendship or happy nice company. We can say that troubles and verbal complications are there, we might even have some communication issues, but the outcome is good friends & happy endings with hearts & roses.

Phew! I welcome your views on this. Thank you :))

EDIT: I really loved what madam Seaqueen wrote about Snake as the lover/woman in her blogpost here. It simply explains ME!

Week 50

Mice - Fox - Bear - Mountain - Child - Stars - Storks

Theme Card:
Mountain:

This week there seems to be some delays or blockages. These blockages are small but they are very effective (Bear). This may be a very stubborn person who is also sensitive & naive.

Left arm:
Mice - Fox - Bear
I see a loss of mental strength. Fox tells where you are guarding yourself & Mice shows there is a lack of that.With Bear it can be a strong individual scheming.

Right arm:
Child - Stars - Storks

A new beginning with success and improvement. A young man (Jack) and a woman (Queen of Hearts) are hopeful towards each other.

All that ends well is well.

Feedback:

My laptop is messed up and I have to use mobile for updating this one. This week was my first official week at work and it was a mix. There were good times and there were bad times. I dis feel drained and also mentally deprived. I was more unhappy than happy.

Things on love front are also very depressing but I do see hope in everything. That is one downside to being an optimist.

Week 49- Predictions (Updated)

A year since I started my weekly draws! Time sure flies!

Week 49

Key Card:
House

Keywords:
Comfort, security, personal space, home & family

I feel emotionally (Moon) safer & comfortable with my feelings (Heart) this week. Its a good sign given the fact I have been feeling totally out of place last week. I also feel loved & safer this week.

I do feel very much at home now. It seems like life is back on track & something very good will eventually happen out of it all.

Left arm:
Snake -Mice - Moon
A woman feels worried and sensitive. There might also be a loss of appreciation & honours (Moon). This may be involving another woman (Snake). There is a reduction of complication (possibly with an older woman) but at the same time there is a loss of sensitivity or honours.

Snake usually represents my mother with whom things are usually complicated.

Right arm:
Heart - Tree - Stars
I see a growing hope & faith in love. I need it, really!

Thing are rather good on love front too. I feel lots of hope & want a slow & steady growth.

Other Information:
Mice - Tree = A loss of health or a health concern
Moon - Heart = feeling loved

I had a bad bad stomach ache this week which lasted 2-3 days.

There are two 7's which indicate a significant change.

The most significant change was the start of my apprenticeship this week.

Daily Draw October 16, 2012

RIDER + STARS + STORKS

Theme Card: Rider = a message, a visitor, email or conversation.

Rider + Stars = hopeful message, a message that brings hope, a message that opens new path
Rider + Storks = happy conversations or a message that brings about a change.

An uplifting cheerful message or visit I can see.

RESULTS: I had some amazing & self-esteem boosting texts from a friend who always admires me & compliments me. The reason he was represented by Rider is because he is young & an Archer (Sagittarius) so the description for the Rider fits him perfectly.

Week 42 Predictions (Updated)

Week 42

THEME CARD: Stars
Keywords: Hope, faith, science, guidance
With Clover & Storks on either side, I find myself feeling more hopeful & having a way out of all the frustrations this week. The Stars -Clover tells me I have to have small glimpse of hope in order to find a new way (Stars-Storks).

I actually started making some serious efforts in praying & keeping my optimistic face up this week. I have felt that I need to re-connect with my spiritual beliefs & I have successfully had that by the time week has ended. This for me was an instant uplifting & self-esteem boost.

Left arm:
Cross - Fox - Clover
Through some rough & tough times & actions, I will find my hidden luck, which has been hiding from me for quite some time now. I need to cheer myself up, & looks like it will happen right this week.

I have been sad & down & depressed, but not for long. I have figured out that by being a little logical instead of emotional & a bit more shrewd, I can actually turn things into my favour instead of giving my happiness in other people's hands.

Right arm:
Storks - Dog - House

Queen & King of Hearts can be a couple with lots of trust & friendship between them (Dog). There is an improvement in friendship & feelings of mutual trust between a man & woman. It looks better than the first half of the week.

This turned out to be 100% true by the time we had Friday night. Me & my friend, with whom I have reconnected after 6yrs, are having lots to talk about & I believe we are on to happy road to friendship, strong & trustful. I also believe he is a bit cautious when it comes to friendship with me (Dog reflecting/mirroring Fox) but his doubts are in vain. He will soon realize. 

There are three 6 this week. social engagement, party, or get-together. Thank God!

I was planning to go out this week end, out of city actually. But it did not happen. I preferred staying home. No party or gathering :(

New Moon September 2012

Theme card: Ship
Keywords: Travel, change, movement, longing

Since I do not intend to go anywhere I will look at ship as the big change. Storks is small improvement, but Ship is when you have moved on, moved past, or moved for good to something better. The trigger for this is Rider, a man who recently visited/entered/re-entered my life. He is someone successful (Stars) & sharp-tongue (Scythe). He is also someone physically distant from me (Ship). As a result of this change, I'm more logical, shrewd, & probably playful.

CafeAstrology.com says 

New Moon in first house: This New Moon placement is a powerful one—it's a time to reinvent yourself in some personal way, such as with a new look or manner of expressing and presenting yourself.

This shows that Ship here means the time to change things, on surface & appearance.

The Ship has actually turned out to be the BIG change concerning my dealings with this man represented by Rider. I sent him a message on 23rd September, after 6yrs, & all of sudden it was like nothing ever went wrong between us at all. 

Corner cards: Rider - Fox tell us this man is someone very smart, also a liar. I never sugar coat Fox's role. Fox near a person card is always representing a liar & a cheater, although a very smart one. Fish-Mice shows there is financial issues or expenses.

Central cards:
Scythe - Stars - Ship - Lady - Ring ohoo this looks like this sudden guidance or hopefulness will lead me directly to a contract or a relationship.

Past:
A guidance or message had arrived that led to a loss of hope or faith. This relates to the time during last week when I was being quite hopeless about a situation.

Present: Scythe - Ship - Ring
Quick decision to move on to a relationship. I don't understand this right now. A long-distance relationship. A longing for a relationship. Whatever it is, I'm letting go of it.

A long distance connection. That is what I established right after this reading. I, unexpectedly, & without even thinking twice initiated a connection, which later became very strong, with a person very physically away from me.

Future: Fish - Lady - Fox
I find myself being cautious when it comes to money or finances.

Extra information:
Rider - Fish  & Ring
I see a man who deals with finances or a news about finance & money coming over. Either I'm having a connection with this man or a contract. Either way, its  positive.

The Connection, Yes!

Mice - Fox & Scythe
Three negative cards together. Loss of intelligence or truth coming out suddenly & unexpectedly. A hasty decision gone wrong.

I don't know whether to laugh or cry, but it is a hasty decision, something done on impulse, gone utterly wrong. I am in a can't swallow, can't throw out situation right now. 

Two Nines mean higher education or travel industry
Two Aces mean: leadership & authority

Have a blessed new Moon everyone

Week 31 predictions (Update)

Time flies!!!

Week 31 Predictions with lenormand

The middle card this week is Stars which is the card of hope, faith, analytical and guidance. This card looks great for the theme after the last two hectic weeks I've had. This week I look inspired in a positive way because of presence of Storks right next to Stars.

Left arm:
Clouds - Rider - Birds
I see a confused or a bad news coming through phone call or unclear messages or news which worries me. This can be from a man (King of Clubs). The Rider represents card and vehicles too so this can be something wrong with the car too.

Other combinations:
Clouds - Snake = a couple, a complicated man, complication unseen
Rider - House = a news or visitor comes to the house
Birds - Storks = worries fly away, improvised thinking.

Well the situation which had been sickening worrisome in last two weeks between me and close friend has finally come to resolution. We had some mixed, confused, ambiguous exchange of text messages but soon everything was clarified. Its all sunny now.

Right arm:
Storks - House - Snake
Three court cards. The King and Queen of Storks is a couple and the Queen of Clubs is the third woman I believe. There is a complication at home because of a move or a relocation involving two woman and a man.It can also be relocation or renovation at an elder lady's home which goes the unpredictable way.

Storks - Birds = changes that bring worries
House - Rider = Conversations/news at home or about home. Visitors
Snake - Clouds = unpredictable complication/woman

Update: Thanks God thanks God and Thanks to God, things are a lot better from last week. The major problems which I was facing last week are pretty much on way towards resolution. Thanks to Two Kings in the spread. I have written that King and Queen are together here followed by Snake which can be a third woman. I have no clue if some hidden stuff is going on, but me and a really important man are facing some complications. 
Besides that last month a couple moved out, from my grandparent's home. This has been badly upsetting my grandmother. 

Other combinations;
Two Kings & Two Queens:
 cartomante's cabinet: agreements, favours & female friends

Kapherus' meanings:
Man in uniform, shaking hands
sharing confidences and gossip

Answer Spread with Lenormand

I did this answer spread reading in the first week of May 2012. I was not sure how the spread is going to pan out in future but it seems like a good idea to put it up now.

Answer Spread

Q: What should I do in order to attract the right kind of relationship?

The two cards on the left indicate past influences, or the premise of the question.
Stars - Coffin is a place where you have lost hope, and honestly, when you lose hope you are like half-dead already. Hope is the essence of life, it keeps you going, you always strive because you know at the end of the day its going to be ok. In my past experiences and specially my really bad relationship being over and me getting nothing out of it and then for 3 years I was trying to find it again, to feel that way again, but it just did not happen. It seemed like I had given up on idea of love. The Stars-Coffin was my hope of being in love, or even feeling it again failing. So actually I was just trying to ask if I will ever start believing in love again.

The two cards in the middle indicate present influences, and answer the question.
Key - Scythe shows that some really important "surgical procedure" is going on where I'm cutting off from the negative aspects. I'm taking some sudden decisions which are really important. The Key indicates that I'm at a really important point in life.

The two cards on the right indicate future influences, or contributing factors.

Well, this looks like falling in love with a friend. 

Here is the link to the GT from May 2012 and you can see the diagonal in future cards, yes...Heart + Dog

And it turned out to be just that. If you guys remember we had Venus Retrograde in May2012 and that was precisely the time when this friend, who made a re-entry in my life and just the day when Venus turned retro, I felt a shift in my feelings towards him. I was and am scared if the shift was because of Venus not acting sober, but the retro has been over and my doubts were nothing. 

I just wanted to share, you guys know how much I love to share when a reading of mine manifests *show off*

Update:
Here is an update after 8 months. The Key always tells us what is important & what must come to pass. The key also represents solutions. The Scythe is the card which clearly means cutting off or getting rid of. The combo Key + Scythe on its own says "must get rid of". Scythe is also Jack of Diamond which represents a really aggressive person who is also blunt. 
That time when I posted this spread, I was single & not seeing anyone. I realised I had to get rid of the negativities in my life & most importantly my blunt nature where I quickly, and fairly quickly become judgemental.After this draw, the cards for future influence actually turned out to be pretty accurate *winking & skipping details*

Week 24 & 25

I will not be able to do any kind of daily or weekly readings for next two weeks, therefore, I decided to pull out 7 cards for my next two weeks.

Week 24 and 25

Theme card: Letter
Key words: Information, mail, email, document

The Letter as theme card is telling me I need to check my email regularly something important shall be coming up. The Letter - Moon tells me that its a letter about some honour, recognition, or the project approval *fingers crossed*. The Coffin on the other hand is making me worried.

Left arm, week 24:
Stars - Snake - Coffin

Not liking this at all. Snake has represented my mother in many draws and the Coffin next to this can be she falling ill. Not a good sign. The Stars-Snake tell me there is a new path, new hope arising, but its not as straight as I think its is. There are twists which will not last long when the Coffin will end them.

Right arm, week 25:
Moon - Sun - Garden
I have had Moon - Sun before too in a reading and I saw that manifesting as lot of satisfaction and emotional content. The Garden in the end shows a busy period.
Moon-Coffin is my depression combination. Garden-Stars is a spiritual group. We will see how it manifests.

There are two 8 in this reading, which show good time, pleasure and fun time. This is supported by Sun-Garden.

Update: This was one hell of a ride for me. I had so many problems and so many good things happened in just few days that I'm literally exhausted. The theme card was Letter, which represents some information, but I remember another word used for Letter which is superficial. I came to learn about some really hard aspects of life when some people around me who were accompanying us on the trip showed their true faces. This was the Snake -Coffin thing because my mother actually fell ill. She is not good with handling tensions.The project approval I wrote about was actually temporarily approved. 
The Second half manifested as the satisfaction I got. It was very pure, satisfying and some really awesome moments of my life. Garden-Stars was the spiritual group we met there, Sun-Snake, some good days and some bad days, and Moon-Coffin = Depression which I did experience a lot many times.


Home sweet Home!!!

Week 23 (Updated)

Cards for the week:

Coffin - Mice - Tower - Stars - Sun - Heart - Clover

week 23

Theme Card: Stars
Key words : Hope, guidance, new path, success

The card Stars is also associated with spirituality, astrology, astronomy, and the science. In my readings, this card has also represented astrological transits and a psychic lady. With Tower I'm wondering if there is a association or organization of psychic or astrologers which brings some success (Tower - Stars-Sun). I was reading some Russian meanings I have collected and it said a strange thing "Stars means calmness, it can also be associated with colour Blue". Blue is my favourite colour to meditate on when I feel down, it calms me. Stars - Tower is honours and success.

Stars and Sun is a great combination, because it speaks about success and luck. So at least the theme looks good.

Left arm:

Coffin - Mice - Tower
Where the Mice is eating at the negative energy of the Coffin, the Mice may also be some worries which will upset me a bit too much. I'm not liking the combination of Coffin-Mice and then Mice-Tower. Coffin-Mice will put an end to the problems I am having, specially the feeling of having too much to do and too little time, but Mice-Tower looks like these worries will make me lose my self-confidence and my ability to do it alone.

Coffin//Clover is good pair as it is suggesting after a period of bad luck, hope will be re achieved. Mice//Heart - Loss of love, for the first half of the week, I can say yes.
Tower//Sun = This looks promising finally something nicer to look forward to.

Update Mid-week
I'm really surprised how I was so so so down with worries and so stressed. Then all of sudden I started praying, after a long long time actually. Its the power of faith that keeps me going and my faith was being so strong that I finally got over one of my major problems, one is on way to solution and the others will be solved in time too. 

Right arm:
Sun - Heart - Clover
Sun warms everything that is around it. With Heart it looks like warming of the heart. Ending with Clover it looks all good during the second half of the week despite the fact that Clover is reflecting to Coffin and Heart to Mice. I'm hopeful (isn't that what the Stars are about).

Reading as a story: After a period of bad circumstances, the worries are going away and putting me back in position. There is regained hope and success, which leads to a happy and content heart.

I have 2 negative, 4 positive and 1 neutral card here. There are more Reds than Blacks (5:2) and also there are three 6's. Three 6's either denote money gained or a small gathering or party. I'm expecting a family get-together this week.

Update week ends:
The second part of the week was probably the best part of my week without a doubt. The Sun-Heart combo brought a lot of luck , happiness and warmth in matters of Heart (not romantic, but something like affection for someone). But I did feel some down times, some worries, some doubts (Heart-Mice) swarming in my head. The get together was fun actually.

Daily Draw June 2, 2012

Weather : Cloudy

Daily Draw June 2, 2012

Cards: Key + Stars + Lady

Key Card: Key

Key words: Guidance, new path, success, hope

Prediction: The Key is a very important card and it always unlocks something in our lives. The card which is modifying Key is Stars. So the nature of this answer or solution is abstract, in terms of hope and new path. Together they say finding a way to a new path or finding hope. Whatever lies to the left of teh Key is something which will definitely happen. Key is the solution, the answer, the key to a locked door. I have the key to finding hope for myself (if the Lady is me) or a psychic or astrologer Lady brings me some answers (Stars + Lady).

What Happened in relation to cards: This turned out to be my research on which house and which part of my natal chart the upcoming lunar eclipse would be falling. I came across a blog which is a combination of tarot and astrology. A good read for horoscope. I was on ipad otherwise I would have saved the link for sharing.

update : Here is the blog I liked for this tarotscope.

Observation: Lady is not always me in the daily draws. It has represented several women in the daily draws. The card which is next to Lady is usually a description as to who she can be.

Week 22 weekly Draw

I cannot believe the week is almost over and I'm uploading this one now.

Ship - Child - Moon - Mice - Dog - Stars - Lady

The Mice card is in the middle again. This card is the card of worries, loss and anxiety. The Mice actually is the voice in the head which does not let you sleep at night. The Mice this week is eating at my feelings and my recognition, while making me lose a friend or my general trust and friendliness.One of the things about Moon-Mice is sleepless nights which I am having these days.

The Mice actually ate at my nerves and my sensitivity towards this friend of mine and I ended up disappointing him. He has not talked to me in two days.Other than that the Mice kept me worried for most part of the week. One after the other there are some disappointments and worries.

Last week ended with discussion of a trip and whether or not I'm taking one, I decided on the very last day of the week that I am going and this week the Ship is present at the start of the week, the day when the paper work started.

Ship - Child - Moon

Child - Moon is my combination for hyper sensitivity. I have been hyper-sensitive about this trip because I do not have a choice whether or not I want to go. I didn't know whether I wanted to be happy about it or sad about the problems that have been nagging in my head.

Dog - Stars - Lady

Stars are making me hopeful and also the friends have been a great support in making me feel happy about the situation. Just last night I was being worried about something and my friend was there to support me and he told me that being positive will bring me positive things only. The Lady is reflecting Ship which means I am looking forwards to this trip. The Dog is reflecting Moon , this friend is quite a sensitive friend. The Child is reflecting Stars, I'm very much happy with the renewed hope.

This turned out to be my friend's expectations and hopes related to me. I know I must have disappointed him, but it was not intentional. He has not talked to me in 2 days now.

Daily Draw; May 26, 2012

Weather : Hot/Clear

Daily Draw: 26, 2012

 Cards: Stars + Anchor + Mice

 Key Card: Stars

Key words:Guidance, hope, faith, night time

Prediction: The Stars is the card of hope, when this card appears it shows that there is something about which I know I'm hopeful. I'm an optimist and hardly ever I lose hope, but this card just gives me these feelings that it might just come true, or is almost close to coming true.The Anchor can be daily grind or feelings of being chained down. What concerns me is the Mice at the end. The last card in the spread always tells me what is going to happen, or what its all going to end up in, and the Mice in the end is worrying me. Stars - Anchor shows me that there is hope, no matter what happens, but at the same time Stars - Mice is eating at my faith. Anchor-Mice is eating at my determination.


What Happened in relation to cards: I found myself questioning my believes. I was not sure if its all worth it at all. Most of the times, during the day, specially when near the dawn when I was sitting at a really high spot in the house, alone, darkness spreading really slowly and the wind blowing really nice and cold, I was wondering if I have anything to look forward to.

Observation: Stars is the hope, the belief, the new path which you are guided towards. You just have to follow the trail. The Anchor is your determination, how determined you are to never let go of this faith and Mice is what makes you question both of them.

Continued reading from March-May reading (Updated)

Here is the first part of this lady's story and now she has asked me to do another reading using the same layout for she and her Lilies guy.

Using Heart again for the theme card,

Past: Coffin - Child - House

 The past shows an ending and a new beginning which brought her some peace and comfort.

Present: Lady - Heart - Mice

She is in love, it shows, but she is worried at the same time. The cards around Mice are House and the other card is Roads. Mice eat whats to the left and as a result you lose whats to the right. The Mice is eating at her feelings of privacy, comfort and security (of being single) and as a result she is losing her options/alternatives. From the draw we did last time, when she was single and not feeling like binding herself with one person, this looks obvious. The one disadvantage which comes with having an exclusive relationship.

Soon : Next two weeks: Flowers - Stars - Roads

She will feel happy, might get an invite at night, and this will again put her at a crossroad.  Stars with Roads shows that if the right choice is made, it will bring success for her.

Immediate: Next two months (till July 24th)

Fox - Whip - Storks

There is something wrong there. Lies will cause trouble, or extra caution will cause trouble, but discussions will help sorting things out. 

The Answer, Trigger Row:

Child - Heart - Stars - Whip

The love they share is pure and innocent, and is budding right now. There is lots of success for this relationship in near future. The Whips usually represent conflict and trouble but with Stars I don't think it will be any disastrous one. Whip is also physical passion, specially its with Stars which says "music" in Treppner's course. 

We have 5 positive, 4 negative and 2 neural cards (Heart was pre-chosen so not included here). Things look smooth for next two months.

Update: Things were pretty smooth for the Time from May to July.There is a new budding romance which is still in the immature phase. There are some problems budding right now, some aggression issues, the Whips card is showing itself.

Update: By July 24th they had a major trouble, an argument which led to lot of trouble.

Daily Draw: Key + Stars + Lilies

This looks like a really nice day. The key usually opens up something for us, and here the two other cards are nice, where Stars represent guidance, inspiration, hope and wishes and Lilies can be an important person, family, peace of harmony.

Overall, a good day, I should meditate today because it looks promising.

This turned out to be a very important heart-to-heart conversation with a really close friend.I was feeling relieved  because I thought because of our misunderstanding I've lost him forever.

Another Dream interpretation reading

I had another disturbing dream last night which is keeping upset even after waking up and trying to forge it. This dream had one main character who was a friend in high school and he had a crush on me. I on the other hand was more interested in his friend. So after many years we came in touch last year when he invited me to his wedding and he was insisting that I must come. I was happy for him. In my dream things were different. I had joined high school again to improve my grades (which I have always wanted) and this time he was the teacher (wow) besides that there were two more people in that dream, my high school boyfriend, and the guy I was with few months ago.Both appeared for very short time . So my past was kind of theme. 

Q: What did this dream mean to tell me?

dream interpretation

Row 1: What was the Dream about:

The theme was my relationships, and them too romantic ones, from past. The Key indicates there were some important lessons in this dream about love and relationships. Ring is the first card which represents your current thoughts, so yes I was wondering all morning, if he still thinks about me. My best friend(our mutual friend too) says he does, although he is married now and has a kid.

Row 2: What the dream symbols mean:

Rider + Lilies = a man of foreign origin. Rider+Lilies has represented one of the guys from the dream. He is older and wiser than me and it was more like a Ring+Lilies relationship. The Stars symbolise new path, guidance and hopes. I believe someone will come towards me, who can bring me some guidance and hope.

Row 3: How the dream affects my waking life:

Snake - Storks - Man

There are complications which will resolve and a change is needed regarding a man. 

Columns: Past: Ring - Rider - Snake

There has been a relationship which ended badly.

Present: Key - Lilies - Storks

A definite help for moving on once the key lessons have been learnt.

Future: Heart - Stars - Man

new love, with a new man.

Corners:

Ring + Man + Heart + Snake

This is a man who is bound in a relationship , which makes our love life complicated.

I know who this is about. 

Central Cross:

Key + Rider + Stars + Storks

There is sure arrival of some guidance, hope and a change.

Diagonals: Ring + Heart with Storks a definite change in love and relationships

Snake + Man and Key , a Man with a lady or a man who is complicated or troublesome, will prove helpful.

Over all what I gather from this spread is that there is going to be a change in my life which involves a man. The cards which touch this Man are new (Stars , Lilies, Storks) I have no idea who he is. 

Project Dream Interpretation (updated)

I am a dreamer, a heavy dreamer, that's what I call it. I have a Neptune influence stronger since I was 13years old and I have a fantastic mechanism in my head which makes me remember my dreams for years. There are many childhood dreams which I can recall right now. So my dreams have always been an integral part of my life since forever. Sometimes its a down time and there are no dream recalls, which upsets me. I'm so used to seeing them every night. Sometimes there are more than one and I would remember each incident from each one of them. So the long story short, I love my dreams. Their absence makes me miss them.

So when dreams are an important part of your life, so does their symbolism and interpretation. I think this is what keeps me interested in them, the solving the mystery part. Over the long time and my practice with interpreting them, I have found that the main thing about any dream is the overall feeling. The minute you wake up and this feeling you have, yes that's the root of it. I have had this really amazing yet confusing dream last night and was very much interested in knowing what it wants to let me know.Another reason this dream was very important because sometimes when I'm very much disappointed in my waking life, I call out to my soul mate in dreams, I mean I meditate before sleeping to invite him in to my dreams, and last night he appeared.

I was inspired by Madame Seaqueen's Trigger Layout, therefore, I first chose to do a box of 9, but then rather did the Trigger Layout.

While putting the cards down, I focused on the events in the dream. The people , the colours, the feeling, the events in the dream. So here is the position meanings:

1--2--3--4

5--6--7--8

9-10-11-12

Cards 1-2-3-4 = What the dream was about

Cards 5-6-7-8= What the dream symbols meant

Cards 9-10-11-12= How it is/will effect the waking life

The central Trigger Row is the key. No cards were pre-chosen. 

I will first write what the dream was. So I had a one-to-one self-talk session for the first time last night. I put my thoughts on recording, for myself, so that I will listen to it later. It was like I was talking to a friend, out loud, I'm voicing my concerns and my opinions about myself. I'm having some rough time for about few weeks now. This self-talk did help me a lot. After that I was about to sleep and I called on to my soulmate, like I usually do and somewhere in there in middle of it, I slept.

The Dream:

The dream as I remember it started with me in my parents home. There was an event going on, I think my brother was getting married. This guy was our guest. He was in the room which is away from rest of the house. I went in there and somehow we ended up finding a connection between us. I was staring at his face and he was staring at me and then he was kissing me and I got up from the couch and started looking for something. Someone saw us kissing a while ago and all of sudden someone came there, and gave some negative remarks about us. I wanted to say that nothing wrong was going on between us but my voice did not come out because in my head I said "I was kissing him how can I deny, no one will understand". It was more like he was told to leave immediately and I was wondering what happened because no one is going to believe me that I had some soul connection with him, we were not just playing around. Then he left, he was hurt, I was hurt and quiet and everyone else was busy with the bride or something.

So the feel of the dream was a sense of having him, feeling love, feeling those emotions intensely and then losing him just because others won't approve.

Cards:

Row 1: What the dream was about:

The First card is the Heart, which definitely shows that there was love (lovers) in dream. The Mice right next to it brings the idea of stealing, or doing something without letting anyone know. The Coffin sums up the painful feeling, the loss. The Scythe in the end however assures that I recovered quickly. I did not cry or scream or anything, I was just quiet, wondering about how he made me feel. So this row has excellently summed it up.

Row 2: The meaning:

Sun -Rider looks a good news, Rider looks like someone is coming towards me, but what's worrying me is the Snake and Tower. This could mean that someone will bring some happiness in my life, but may be I'm too cold and distant for him. In the dream too, I was feeling like I was not warming up. I was mainly quiet in the dream. The Tower also suggests that I need to stand up for myself, I should have stood up for him in my dream, I should have made him stay. Now I'm realising why the dream left me uneasy, because I did not do the right thing. Just because someone won't approve didn't mean he had to leave, right?

Row 3: How it effects the waking life:

In waking life, I have got a confirmation that I should carry on with my self-talk sessions more often since they are opening up the emotional blockages I have in me. I'm usually not good at voicing my concerns, I will rather keep them juggled in my tiny head. So this looks like an affirmation that I need to open myself up, more in terms of emotions.

The spread looks positive even though the dream was fairly negative. I have actually liked interpreting my dream with this spread. I will see if I can get a few more (dreams) to practice the spread on.

So far, very glad I did it!


Update July 09, 2012


It was literal, and I mean very literal. I'm dating this guy, someone who made a re-entry in my life and just the day Venus Retrograde started I had a shift in my feelings. Throughout the Venus Retrograde I was scared if the feeling goes away when the retrograde ends, and if I end up hurting him again. After the Venus Retro I have realized that I'm actually in love with him. I have not felt this way about him before but now I do and it feels amazing. The most creepy part of the story about this dream, the guy in the dream was wearing a Maroon shirt and this guy, on our first date was also wearing a maroon shirt! 

Another "Where" Reading!

Before trying to make sense of this reading, you might want to read this for clarification:

My friend Sarah wants to know where is it probable for her to meet her next romance. We did a Five cards draw first using Garden as the pre-chosen significator card.

The answer was:

Man - Whip - Garden - Tree - Child

The Garden-Tree is Hospital and Garden-Whip is a seminar or a place of discussions. It can also be a sports event. The Man-Whip and Man-Child shows he is a young man who is quite quarrelsome. Whip-Tree can indicate a repeated health issue or an issue to do with metabolism.
The Garden-Tree-Child can be a padietric department of a hospital. I would have liked to see Tree with Man to say if he is a doctor.

We changed the question to, this man's profession and this time we charged the Man card:

Stars-Ship - Man - Garden-Tree

The Garden-Tree has again appeared, which emphasise the fact he has something to do with healing. He is a popular man and probably travels or is from abroad.

Stars-Ship and Stars-Tree tells us he travels for peace or probably is into spiritual healing.

We then did the Wheel spread for locating him in which house he falls to determine where she can possibly meet him. This method is explained here:

The Man card was found in the 6th house of Virgo.

Using Supertarot.co.uk's associations:

Sixth - workplace

The workplace, doctors surgery, hospital, shops, restaurants. Inside something. Military base, co-worker's home, zoo.

Am I the only one who noticed Hospitals? I will give my verdict that he would be met at a hospital because this is what is standing out to me here. We have to wait a few months before I can update this post, but it looks very much like it.

I told her she needs to visit her doctor more often than ever *giggles*.

I would like to do another practice reading with this. Anyone up for it, leave your question in comment, it can be about Job, about love, even the dress you have been desiring but cannot find yet.  

Weekly Draw Feb 19 - 25 (Updated)

Taking out 7 cards

Scythe - Stars - Garden - Whip - Rider - Heart - Snake

The Whip in the centre with Garden and Rider tell me I might start gym this week, after I have recovered from the muscle pull from last week. Whip - Rider can be an argument with a visitor at home, or a news about a break-up. Whip-Garden tells me there are many arguments/discussions/troubles this week.

Scythe is back again, but this time there is a sudden idea possibly from a spiritual group online. I might visit some place at night (Garden-Rider) or someone comes over at night. The ides/new path will be lovely (Stars-Heart).

Rider-Heart-Snake : A troubled heart coming towards me. A news about a complicated love, a man with a troubled love life. Rider - Garden tells me he is someone social, Heart-Stars the love is wishes upon, and Snake - Scythe, the troubles will end.

Overall: There will be a sudden idea hit upon in a spiritual group or gathering where an aggressive man falls in love with an independent woman.

(some story I made) 

Adding the cards: 89 = 17-Storks Yay! A week with changes. Storks started appearing really often which I had some major uplifts in my life. Its really good to find them appearing again.

update: This week I started off with being gloomy and sad till I started paying more attention to my spiritual well being. There were so days when I was argumentative, pretty much a lot depressed. But I have been successful in having a person so close (Rider+Heart) to me who can handle all my moods swings (Heart+Snake).
Storks has been appearing a lot this month, I see some definite change coming up for me.

Another 3x3 practice question

This question is a sequence to this post.

Q: What does she need to do in order to have a stable, healthy, long-term relationship?

The other question dealt mainly with what is blocking the way. This question deals with the aspect of what needs to be done.Of course an effort is needed in both regards and remember, both are different aspects, not same.

The first card: hope, faith and new path. This is my wish card, it tells me that we should never give up wishing on the Stars because we never know which one might come true. This card tells that she needs to remain hopeful and keep wishing. Its the power of faith that is biggest of all other powers.

The central card, Child. She needs a new beginning. Sometimes we are so used to the patterns and routines in our life, we forget the essence of life is change. She needs to start it fresh. Again the Child-like belief in things will also boost up the energy.

Columns:
1:A huge power of faith and believe is needed, which will resolve the troubles she is in. It looks like her faith is being blocked because of the negative energy present around. Whip is the negative energy here which needs to end with Mountain/Cross. Whip can also be the aggression which of bottled up, results in depression.
2: The learning about working of karma and the working of power of faith will help her on the way. There is some learning involved. She can not get her wish until she learns that there are burdens which we all have to carry, and this is where the growth comes in.She needs to grow up/learn/mature spiritually.
3: The power of optimism, will eventually shine through the clouds, set backs and hindrances. She needs to be the sun, that one ray of hope which comes out of the Clouds will eventually get her going towards a change.

Rows:
1: One one side of book there is night, on the other side there is day. After every night there is a day. The extreme power of faith and hope is all that helps us learn about the true essence of life.
2: After she climbs the mountain, which can be a spiritual journey too, will come a fresh new beginning and improvements (Lighter side of clouds towards Child). The future right now is unclear, unless the fresh start happens.
3: Troubles/aggression/discussions end and a new change happens.The last line is quite hopeful.

Diagonals: 
Stars - Child - Ship ; An innocent belief in change and movement.

Sun - Child - Whip : The energy needs to be channelized to another fresh start (Whip is something done for second time).

Sun - Mountain- Ship: A move to foreign lands.

Stars - Clouds - Whip: Literally clear up the Confusions so that the stars can come out. She needs some mental clarity.

Summary: In this reading I can see that some major hindrances need to be overcome. There is strong requirement for patience, clarity, faith and hope. It looks like nothing in the material world is holding her back, its more related to her spiritual well-being. Her soul needs to be cleansed and be new before something can happen for her.

All my friends, please send some positive energy her way so that things can eventually work out in her favor.

Blessings!