New Moon in Scorpio, November 2012

This New Moon is activating my third house of thinking & communication (& short journeys). According to Cafeastrology.com

The third house rules our communication skills, learning, methods, daily interactions and contact, and general "busy-ness". This is a favorable time for learning something new, feeling at ease in social situations, taking care of the details of daily life, and developing a mental rapport with others. It is a time when you will be more aware of your environment, and when you experience increased alertness. It's a good time to take tests, fill out forms, start a new course, write letters, make phone calls, and take care of daily tasks with energy. 

Taking a Look at the spread for this lunar month:

Theme Card is Tower which is basically Public authorities, anything standing for a long time, long-term goals & ambitions and isolation. Not something new at all. 

Trigger card is Birds, a phone call or mental chatter and nervousness. So the concern this month is isolation and ambition, which is triggered by the mental chatter I have been facing. In terms of work, this can mean the company I will working for will be the concern triggered by the usual nervousness you have in initial months of your first employment.This will lead to Ship, travelling or a big change.

Keeping theme of Birds (nervousness), Tower (isolation) and Ship (longing) I see a sense of isolation and quiet time this month.

Past: Birds- Clover - Letter a phone call presented with an opportunity . This may be referring to the work placement call and letter.

Present:

Heart - Tower - Ring

Very interesting. Tower is what is coldness in relationship and readings. Here this card is between Heart (affection) and Ring (a relationship or bind). Taking is this way Heart-Tower = isolation from love or warmth, a cold heart, will lead to a love for or long-term isolation (Tower - Ring) where I will be committing myself more to my goals.

Future:

Rider - Anchor - Ship

I see a message from an organization (may be international) which may be a work related offer. I was expecting Anchor this month because Anchor is my "work" card and since I have got a job placement I can pretty much looking for Anchor. With Tower, I'm certain I will be placed  probably in a large enterprise. This can be a foreign organization (Anchor-Ship) or a mobile one (Anchor-Rider).

Corner Cards:

These cards tell us the context or concern. Birds - Ship - Rider - Letter. This whole thing screams "communication" to me. Birds are phone calls, mental chatter, Rider is Instant messaging, Letter is also emails and text messages. Ship is messaging someone far away. Well, something very much on my mind, probably for rest of the month too. With New Moon in house of communication, I do expect writing long notes.

Central Cross as answer:

Heart - Clover - Tower - Anchor - Ring

I see a small opportunity which might lead to a work or employment contract. I do expect them to sign me as permanent employee right away but I intend to prove myself and commit myself to my work in coming weeks. This feels really good.

Extra Information:

Birds - Rider with Ring

I see a strong connection developing over phone or messaging.

Letter - Ship with Heart

Again, a message from far away, love notes to someone far away.

There are Two 6's , Things coming together or falling into place

Two 7's, life changing events

Two 9's, Higher education or travel industry (which makes me wonder if Anchor-Ship and Rider - Anchor can be travel agencies!)

See you in a month!

New Moon in Libra, October 2012 (Updated)

New Moon!

This one is in my second house & CafeAstrology has something to say about this:

Heightened sensitivity to the world of the five senses, to your physical environment, and to the security you gain from the solid ground you have built for yourself is in order for this period of time. Attunement to, and appreciation of, the physical world of the senses is the focus, and this is a time to start fresh in terms of how you arrange your life in order to feel a sense of value and worthiness. Financial issues come into focus. Setting realistic financial goals, as well as formulating such things as budgets and other sensible financial planning projects, will be favoured during this time. Discovering ways to increase your income is featured. It is also a wonderful time for taking moments to pleasure yourself through earthy, tactile, and comforting endeavours.

Here is the reading from this New Moon to the next New Moon:

New Moon In Libra

 Look at the cards related to financial security appearing in this draw. Fish (financial matters), Bear (financial security) with Key are present here.  Taking moments to pleasure yourself looks like Flowers - Key -Clover here.

Theme Card:
Key
Key is the card which adds a sense of "certainity" to any card around it. Here we have this card as theme card which tells me this lunar period is very important in terms of solutions, new beginnings & finding an answer to questions I have. Its also a new start to something as told by cards around it.

This success or important solution seems to be coming from a charming lady or the sense of joy I have been having. This may be because of the Venus transiting through my first house.This will be leading to some small happiness or a surprise coming up. I'm very much liking this spread, it foretells a surprise or happy time is coming up.

Well, the Key card was very appropriate. Since the New Moon was in second house and I should have seen some money pouring in, or at least some financial situation coming to forefront, but unfortunately nothing of that sort has happened during this Lunar Month. The Key on other hand has resolved a few important matters for me in my personal life. 

Four Corners:
Flowers - Clover - Bear - Garden shows me there is some luck & Happiness, a joyful event which brings what I need in terms of power & strength, specially to do with public matters.

I did socialize a bit during this month and it turned out to be very happening.

Inner Cross:
Fish - House - Dog - Letter I see financial security & a message from a friend. Possibly two men who are friends are writing to each other, to do with a house mortgage. I don't know why I'd think of that but who knows!

Two friends, discussing a business was more appropriate. The one of the friends is a mortgage advisor so it figures. The Other one is my brother so that is also very appropriate. They have been thinking about starting a business together and since I'm friends with both of them and one of them is kind of important too, I am the third party in the triangle.

Columns:
Past: Flowers - House - Garden
Over last new moon I have had new furniture added to the house & also had a small gathering.

Present: Fish - Key - Letter
Some money or a work opportunity is definitely coming up right this week, I can tell.

I received the cheque for a large sum , the security fee refunds and the scholarship money from University.

Future: Bear - Dog - Clover
ohk. A powerful & dominating friend/man is bringing some happiness in my life.

Oh boy, does he make me happy!

Extra Information:
Flower + Bear = a dominating female, a female boss is presenting with an opportunity (Clover)
Garden + Clover luck will be found in social settings, leading to some financial gain (Fish) or a man to do with financial work.

There are two 8's which mean gathering & happy times & Two Tens which mean a visit out of city. I have plans for this weekend, so we have to see.

I did go out of city and it was a pleasant trip. The fun was in the dining out and movies I watched this month.

Update:
Before the Lunar Month ended, on the very last day I got a call from the National Internship Program where I have been selected. Its a small opportunity but it seems promising since it will be a new beginning in terms of my career and finances. The Key, very much opened up a lot of aspects in my life.

New Moon September 2012

Theme card: Ship
Keywords: Travel, change, movement, longing

Since I do not intend to go anywhere I will look at ship as the big change. Storks is small improvement, but Ship is when you have moved on, moved past, or moved for good to something better. The trigger for this is Rider, a man who recently visited/entered/re-entered my life. He is someone successful (Stars) & sharp-tongue (Scythe). He is also someone physically distant from me (Ship). As a result of this change, I'm more logical, shrewd, & probably playful.

CafeAstrology.com says 

New Moon in first house: This New Moon placement is a powerful one—it's a time to reinvent yourself in some personal way, such as with a new look or manner of expressing and presenting yourself.

This shows that Ship here means the time to change things, on surface & appearance.

The Ship has actually turned out to be the BIG change concerning my dealings with this man represented by Rider. I sent him a message on 23rd September, after 6yrs, & all of sudden it was like nothing ever went wrong between us at all. 

Corner cards: Rider - Fox tell us this man is someone very smart, also a liar. I never sugar coat Fox's role. Fox near a person card is always representing a liar & a cheater, although a very smart one. Fish-Mice shows there is financial issues or expenses.

Central cards:
Scythe - Stars - Ship - Lady - Ring ohoo this looks like this sudden guidance or hopefulness will lead me directly to a contract or a relationship.

Past:
A guidance or message had arrived that led to a loss of hope or faith. This relates to the time during last week when I was being quite hopeless about a situation.

Present: Scythe - Ship - Ring
Quick decision to move on to a relationship. I don't understand this right now. A long-distance relationship. A longing for a relationship. Whatever it is, I'm letting go of it.

A long distance connection. That is what I established right after this reading. I, unexpectedly, & without even thinking twice initiated a connection, which later became very strong, with a person very physically away from me.

Future: Fish - Lady - Fox
I find myself being cautious when it comes to money or finances.

Extra information:
Rider - Fish  & Ring
I see a man who deals with finances or a news about finance & money coming over. Either I'm having a connection with this man or a contract. Either way, its  positive.

The Connection, Yes!

Mice - Fox & Scythe
Three negative cards together. Loss of intelligence or truth coming out suddenly & unexpectedly. A hasty decision gone wrong.

I don't know whether to laugh or cry, but it is a hasty decision, something done on impulse, gone utterly wrong. I am in a can't swallow, can't throw out situation right now. 

Two Nines mean higher education or travel industry
Two Aces mean: leadership & authority

Have a blessed new Moon everyone

New Moon August 2012

This New Moon occurs at the 27 degrees Leo, the sign for creativity & personal recognition. This falls in my 12th house. The New Moon in the 12th house is a time for withdraw, pulling yourself back "in" and self-reflection.

Q: What is the New Moon going to bring me in next Lunar Month?

Theme: Moon = dreams, intuition etc but I chose to go with Public recognition & honours with this time. Its because the Moon is in Leo and its all about being the "star".

This is supported by the Trigger card Garden. So there is lots of public recognition, because of all the socialising & all the networking.

This month I have been so busy & the centre of lots of parties. I had lots of guests at home & the misunderstandings they had about me in the past have now changed to appreciation. So overall, this Moon has been very very lucky for me this time.

Corner cards: Garden - Sun can be summer social parties, lots of fun, energy. Bear-Rider looks like there is a new person coming along or I will be hearing a message which makes me feel strong.

So there is lots of socialising and there is a new person who is very powerful and strong, coming along.

Well yes,lots of people from past have all of sudden started sending me messages & trying to contact me. I do not feel like giving any of them any chance to re-enter my life. There has been lots of socialising. I was out & about all this month. Yes, someone very powerful & authoritative was visiting my house this month.

What is going to happen: Snake - House - Moon - Dog - Scythe
There are complications in home or private life because of the emotional comfort I feel towards this friend resulting in a break or a sudden decision. This situation involves A lady, a man and a younger man.A lady and a man are going to be great friends probably and unexpectedly.

This has happened exactly like that. There has been two-three things happening at same time. All of my ex- coming back, contacting me , within a week. This upset me a lot, but in a good way. One friend actually made me very very comfortable & because of him being there to comfort me, lots of things sorted themselves out. One particular person I had no closure with after we fell off, we had a complete closure during this full moon.

Past: Garden - House - Rider
I have been having visitors at home in last month. My maternal aunt was here with her kids & other occassional visitors.

Present: There is serious emotional upheaval going on right now in my life and that too is very unexpected for me. Yes it has to do with someone who is not exactly a friend but I don't know but I rely on this person. The Queen and Jack have Moon between them so there is emotions and feelings here between them, in a good way.

Future: Bear - Dog - Sun
I see success for or with a male whom I already know or who is a friend.

The closure I have talked about above. It was successful.

Diagonals: Garden - Moon - Sun
a night time event results in success (hmmm)

Bear - Moon - Rider
an emotional or romantic message from a male.

Extra information:
Garden - Bear and Scythe
By excessive socialising I will be able to make some quick decisions.

I did make a decision to cut off from this guy I had some unresolvable issues of temper with. 

Rider + Sun and Snake
A happy news or message which creates complication.

I was really intrigued to share this with you people

This is the site which always gives some information which always happens to be true.
Honestly I'm a bit scared because there are a few new people I met and I feel like they will stay a long time & two of them are Capricorn (ruled by Saturn).

I am stunned with the line "it cold be someone you may be able to get truly excited about seeing again"...what ? I have actually met someone "again" after 6years & I cannot tell you how excited I was. He came back in my life on August 18th precisely. It says he is likely to stay in my life a long time. well I have my doubts but I will let the events disclose themselves.

There are Two Tens, I'm definitely going out of city.
There are Two Six Things coming together or falling in to place.

I was out of city for most part. Things did come together, and fell right where they should have!!!

I have a good feeling because there are so many positive cards...

New Moon Reading July 2012 (Updated)

Because I was out of country last month, I skipped my new Moon reading. This time the Moon is in my 12th house, a time for inner reflection.

Here is the spread for what is coming up till next new moon

New Moon July 2012

The theme or focus is a relationship or a contract. The trigger is Coffin. An ending or a worry is making me concerned about a particular connection or a contract.
This is not happy sign at all.

The four corners give us a concern or issue:
Coffin - Anchor tells there is a pain or an ending related to work. I take Anchor as daily routine because I don't have a job. The daily grind is becoming painful. Whip-Snake is an eloquent man. This person is some one who is making things tough for me. There is a persistent pain or worry related to complicated discussions  between a man and a woman. I guess it can be between me and the project partner or it can be me and this really important romantic interest.

What will happen:
Ship - Lilies - Ring - Moon - Clouds I see a movement and a change with this man and this relationship which is more based on strong attraction and thing will clear up soon. The Clouds card is important because the lighter side of Clouds towards Moon shows feelings will soon be clear enough. Ring-Moon and Ring-Lilies shows a strong sexual attraction. The Clouds can be an ex- coming back in the picture. I feel there is a change or problem coming up involving another man.
Lilies as person card is usually an important male in querent's life and Clouds is usually an ex male. The presence of Snake card adds to this, it is practically a love triangle, where Snake is the lady between King of Spades and King of Clouds.

Columns and Diagonals:
Past: Coffin - Lilies - Snake
There has been a short term problem or an ending because of a man and a woman because there was an upheaval between them. Lilies-Snake can be upheaval.

Present: Ship - Ring - Clouds
The change or the movement involved in the relationship/contract is seeing rough times right now. The direction is not clear.I can assign this to contract as well since I'm having no clear answer from the developer.

Future: Whip - Moon - Anchor
There will be some discussions at night which will put things back to stability. We can say there will be success because Anchor is the final card and the Moon and Ring add stability to this card even though the Clouds add a certain level of ambiguity.Whip + Moon can be emotional discussions and Moon - Anchor is stable emotions.

There are two 10s in this reading which means a change of scene or holiday, yes after my exams I am having free time on my own and Two Kings show agreement or favour. I'm looking forward to that.

Good luck to everyone for the new Moon!

Full Moon Update:

The things which start at new moon see their peak during full moon. The things started getting too rough in both terms of an important connection and a software contract I had. The men involved in both situation were acting shaky (Lilies and Clouds with Snake). I have had my fair share of troubles during first two weeks of the new moon and now things have started to settle down. I have already discussed the matter with both men involved in the two situations represented by same card 25-RING in this reading. There have been some serious discussion, some even got heated up (11-WHIP&Rod) but I see stability within next week of this full moon.

Update on Next new moon:

Ok The Whip came in as a heated discussion I had with the developer. He was fixed that I don't get his point and I was fixed that I just want him to fulfil his part of the deal & I don't care about rest of stuff. Things are pretty stable now (Anchor) but there are still unclear situation and uncertainty (Moon-Clouds). My reputation is still at stake.

New Moon in Taurus

Another month has passed. On every new moon I will do a new reading for what this new moon shall bring me over the next lunar month. Moon card is one card which is most difficult for me to nail in the readings. The Moon can be so many things at the same time. Last time I pulled out 9 cards in line of nine and overwhelmed myself. I should stick to lesser number of cards but in my opinion 5 cards are too less for a period of one month, talk about being under-whelmed.

This new moon I decided to pull a box of nine, instead of a linear spread.
This New Moon is in Taurus, time to relax, have fun in the green grounds, enjoy good food, actually enjoy everything big.
So I pulled myself these cards this new moon:

Did I say have fun in green grounds? Why do I have Cross next to Garden then? and wait, didn't I mention Moon was the card I cannot nail easily, then why is it next to Cross? Talk about fate!

The First card usually tells whats on your mind, Garden, people, parties, parks, social gathering oh this is what I want right now, remember the fun in the green grounds? There is Cross lying next to it which means there is no socialising, and even if there is, atleast its not to make me happy.

Rows:

Garden + Cross+Moon = An event which is not so pleasant , will bring me the recognition meant for me.
Ship + Flowers+House = A pleasant trip with family, A gift from far away arrives at home.
Heart + Clouds + Dog = Affection for a friend is not easy to convey, unable to love a trustful person.

Update: No trip with family but been pleasantly planning one. I had this one dinner where things were not very pleasant for me. 
The last line was the truest. This month I got re-connected with a friend and it was just not easy to be sure about my own feelings about him. The Clouds ,however, did not stay the longest.


Update May 23, 2012
A gift from far away actually arrived and I was happiest.

Columns:

Garden + Ship + Heart

Socialising with a person from foreign lands who is coming closer. The Ship sometimes represents physical distance as well. I have a friend actually who lives in another state, but we are getting closer with time.

Cross + Flowers + Clouds

Right now I'm going through the times when the Cross period is getting over and there is little happiness coming out of blue (lighter side of Clouds towards Flowers). Although I'm not completely sure what the Flowers is signifying, but I'm happier than I have been over last few weeks.

Moon + House + Dog

This looks like the relationship with family is becoming better, which is a good news. There is more trust, friendship and love for them or from them either way is a good news. Moon+House also tells me I will be having better success at home than last month which was a mess.

Update:
Socializing with this person from a foreign place, this was also true. 
I got a surprise this month, which actually knocked me off my own firm feet but I was still not sure if I wanted it at all. (lowers + Clouds).
The relationship with family INDEED improved a LOT. I'm a lot happier than last month.

Diagonals:

Garden + Flower + Dog

This looks like a meet up with a female friend or meeting some new friend in a park or garden.

Moon + Flower + Heart

a date night? Well I have had Flowers +Heart before and it usually results in being asked out.

Moon + Ship + Dog :

This looks like self-awareness will bring trust or a friend needs some dig in himself.

Garden + House + Heart

Fun time yay.

Garden + Clouds + Moon

A cancelled event which clouds my mood.

Heart + Cross + Dog

Things seem like getting bad between me and a friend.

Update; Did not meet up any good friend, but found an old friend on facebook and re-connected. 
I did not get asked out :( *LOL).
Don't I just love myself. This month I actually had some self-realizations, which resulted in me ending up trusting two people I was darn sure I could never trust. I'm positive about one, while I still have doubts about the one who is handling the modules for my project.
The cancelled event was one. A turn off indeed.
Things did get bad between us, they always do, but everything is under control now.

Combinations of Flowers with rest of cards:

The central card number 5 is always the important one, here it tells me next lunar month will bring me some joy and happiness.

Flowers + Garden: joyous event, happiness, contentment, invitation to an event

Flowers + Cross = negative invitation, the happiness comes with a price

Flowers + Moon = romantic present/invitation

Flowers + Ship = a gift from abroad

Flowers + House = happiness at home, gift from family members

Flowers + Heart = token of love

Flowers + Clouds = happiness is not completely satisfactory, uncertain joy

Flowers + Dog = friendship offer, a friend gives a present

So this is it so far, there are good cards, there are bad cards (Cross and Clouds) but they are both in present column. Future looks good for this month. I'm relaxed!

Cheers, to new beginnings!

Update: I'm liking how the spread has picked up on the energy of this month. I got a gift from family. Friend has not given me any present yet, but we are on good terms after a span of about 6months.

New Moon in Aries! (updated)

New Moon in my Sign, in my 7th house, this reading should be interpreted in terms of one-to-one relationships and partnerships.

Q: What will this New Moon bring me during next lunar month?

Whip - Moon - Sun - Storks - Bear - Garden - Clouds - Fox - Rider

Bear represents a protective, plump and financially strong Man because this is what I see here. When I look at the Bear card, it reminds me a guy in particular. He has a round tummy and roundish eyes and he looks a lot like the Bear I'd hug (I don't know what I'm saying). Bear can be power and strength as well, so I see myself getting some strength. I so need it.Interestingly , the new Moon is in Aries and Iris Treppner associate Aries with Bear as well. This guy I'm talking about is also Aries Sun, Mercury, Moon and Venus.

Whip-Moon-Sun-Storks-Bear
This looks like some emotional discussions will happen bringing energy and a powerful change. Whip-Rider looks like conversations about my thoughts or change. Moon-Fox however warn of false appreciation and even flattery. Sun will come out of Clouds and Storks-Garden tell me I will be going out more often.

Bear - Garden - Clouds - Fox - Rider
An abundance of improved strength but inability to see things more logically (Clouds-Fox and Fox-Moon) about a young man. The Rider is mirroring Whip, I can see he is someone argumentative.


Storks -Bear - Garden = Big changes in social life
Whip - Moon - Sun = Emotional/romantic conversations or discussing on intuition will bring success.
Clouds-Fox-Rider = Being warned about throwbacks, false throwbacks, examining the hindrances actively.


I believe this lunar month will make me get out more often, chatting with other people, discussing what has been holding me in and will let me see through the problems that are so clouding my optimism (Sun).

If the Bear is him, which I'm strongly feeling it is, we might meet up and clear our confusions which no doubtingly are present between two Aries because of their super-hyperactive and restless nature.

Another month has passed and I have yet not heard from him. The Bear is the centre was actually was my personal power and strength. I was having a strong protective network around me (Bear+Garden) which was good for a change (Bear + Storks). Besides that I do not see any thing very clear in this spread. The Rider+Whip did bring a person to me about whom I'm very cautious (Fox+Rider). I actually have trust issues with this person. 

New Moon in Pisces (Update)

I always perform a New Moon reading because the new moon brings a new start, a new chapter to a situation. This new Moon is in my 6th house of work and health. I have my Chiron conjunct. this new Moon. The intuition of the Moon with the Water sign of Pisces creates lots of emotional energy, healing energy and the sympathy I need to give others.

Q: What is significant for me till the next new Moon?
A: Ring - Clover - Anchor - Mountain - Flower

The Ring is a card of on-going cycles, new partnerships, a bind that once established hard to break. Here it shows me I will get into a lucky union (Clover) and it adds some colours to life (Flower). This binding looks very nice and pleasant and promising.

The Clover brings success, hope and luck to the querent. This luck is going to stay for a while because of the Anchor next to it. The Mountain blocks the luck or hope but at the same time, it can be just an increased hope.

Anchor at the centre brings stability, determination or a feeling of being stuck. Specially with the Mountain next to it it looks like some blockages are going to stay for a while.

Mountains are the blockages, the Delays, you cannot find a way around, you have to climb all the way to the top, but the view must be great from up there.

The Flower in the end, looks a nice and promising end to the lunar cycle. This can be a pleasant meeting, a gift or an offer. With reflection to ring, I wonder if I will get a piece of Jewellery as a gift.

Since the Moon is in my 6th house of work and health, I wonder if I will get a partner for my project at University since that was depicted by another reading. The Anchor is also related to work and routine tasks (Ring). The Mountain can be the blockages before I finally get things sorted in my favour. The Flowers at the end are promising that it will all end well.

Update: Ring has been appearing a lot in my readings but I think its not referring to a relationship. Its rather talking about the cycles of life , one of them coming to an end. With Flower, I have heard about an engagement quite recently.  The Anchor did bring me some desire to find some stability but there wasn't much that I did because of the Mountains. The cycle however did end on a positive note. I'm still unable to grasp the meaning of Ring-Flower and Ring-Clover in this context. My project's due phase has been completed, submitted and accepted. I have found some new developer guys at uni who are a great help. 

New moon In Aquarius Reading

I started doing a New Moon reading about two new moons ago and they were not very successful, therefore, instead of Five cards, I tried Nine Cards. This draw covers time from one New Moon to next New Moon and tells about one significant event until then.

Fox - Moon - Man - Ring - Bear - House - Book - Child - Rider

These are too much to take in, I really am no good with too many cards, but I will try making one from this one.
Fox+Moon = Illusions, apparent success
Moon + Man = Sensitive emotional man
Man + Ring = man in a relationship
Ring + Bear = Strong relationship
Bear + House = home, security, mother
House+ Book = Secret home, secret from family, secret will be revealed to family
Book + Child = child/woman does not know, woman who is studying, secret with woman
Child + Rider = A new beginning brought on by a message.

This put together tells me , An illusion for a sensitive and emotional man who is bound in a relationship so strong and so comfortable, about keeping a secret about his correspondence with a young woman or is secretly visiting her.

This is very interesting situation and I would like to see how I get to know about this secret!

Update: I have realized it was me, the Child card. The Bear in the centre was the strength and the power I have got because of this relationship with my karmic soul mate. That relationship taught me many things. 
The Fox and Moon tells me I was too much into an illusion, I sniffed it out though. This relationship, a strong connection and the comfort I had with this man, taught me the importance of relationships in life. Since I learnt the secrets, I decided to move on, only more cautiously this time (Rider-Fox).

New Moon Reading-Dec24,2011

I did a reading on last new moon about the major happening till next new moon. The basic purpose is to find out the time frame a certain number of cards cover. Some people use 5 cards for a daily reading, but for me even 2 cards have served the purpose and they did good. I have seen 5 cards given a more direct answer for more direct questions, where answer is not necessarily time dependant.

Fish - Mice - Child - Man - Cross

The Child in the middle talks about new beginning or something that has a potential for growth. It looks like there is a man who is immature and he is worried. His worries are about some financial narrow passes.Or it can be a woman who is naive and with a worried man (Man+Mice) and things look painful between them. The Cross at the end shows things will end between them, or for a man they will end.

Adding all of these: 34 + 23+ 13+ 28 +36 = 134 = 44 = 8 = Coffin

Not a good sign at all. Lots of worry with Mice, Cross and Coffin. I hope everything remains fine at all ends because I cannot let anything ruin anything for me at this point.

Update: This was a real messy situation. We are having emotional problems, and they are deep and painful (Fish+Cross). He was too much stressed and worried because of the burden he is carrying around.He finds himself at a crossroad where he cant have it and can't let it go as well.