Daily Draw: Lady + Anchor + Coffin

Weather : Snow / Rain
Cards: Lady + Anchor + Coffin

Key Card: Lady
Key words:

Lady + Anchor: A lady who is stable and anchored, grounded, working woman because Anchor is work card for me
Lady + Coffin = an ending, lady for whom something is ending
Anchor + Coffin = end of stability

 Prediction: A lady and something about her job ending or her stability coming to an end.

What Happened in relation to cards: During these tough times, I was expecting this but I got to hear about a lady losing her long-term because of the organization closing their operations here.

Week Predictions Nov 19 - Nov 25, 2012

Weekly Draw

Theme Card:
Garden
Key Words:
Public, out and about, social interactions, also includes social networking sites.

So this week I expect a message online, or going to an event possibly with an older lady (Snake). Besides this I also expect an event or mostly social interactions on my mind.

Left arm:
Tower - Tree- Rider
Tower - Tree can be a hospital or a health-related institute. So I expect to hear about it this week, since this is where the Rider is heading. This can also be a news about a man who is in hospital or in health institute.

I did receive a message from a really good friend who is ill. But it was just minor stomach bug, nothing so serious.

Now I have another friend having a tooth ache with sore gums & I'm going to find him a dentist, book an appointment with the help of my friend who also happens to be a dentist. I text her this morning & she said she can help us.

Right arm:
Snake - Lady - Coffin
Some complications are leaving a woman stressed & worried. The Coffin is also mirroring Tower, so an indication of self-imposed depression. Lady - Tree as mirroring also suggests boredom & frustration.

I do feel depressed, bored, stressed & a lot many things & the basic source of these problems is the lack of communication or the communication barriers I feel with my friend right now.

Other Information: There are Two 9's, so higher education will be on my mind.

week 44 Predictions (updated)

Week 44

Theme card:
Fish
Key words: Money, finances, a man who is good with investments
So this week is all about money & possibly the improvement in finances, or a man who brings some good changes, and is a good friend.

All round the week my head was filled with one concern, and that is money. I have also received the amount due from University (Scholarship) and also inspirations to improve my finances (Storks - Fish) from my brother & cousin brother (Fish - Dog).

Left arm:
Coffin - Moon - Storks
Depression will be converted to uplifting moods.

For the first half of the week I was deeply depressed, and I was having extreme mood swings. Things turned up on November 1, when I went for a short trip & felt instantly better. Its amazing what really small changes can do to your mood.

Right arm:
Dog - Child - Bear
A new friend will be strong or bring strength.

I have made no new friend, but I have had a chance to find a new work-out routine. I don't know where the Dog comes in but I can understand the Child-Bear in this context. 

We have Two Tens = journey outside city (how correct, I'm going out of town tomorrow) & Storks - Fish - Dog tells me its a lady & man becoming good friends.

I did go out of town (Hurray for this one) & I did talk to a guy in the beginning of the week, who was having some problems in his relationship with his gf of two years and he wanted to talk, just talk. so I thought it was payback time & I just stayed & listened to him.

The Subject Concerned Spread by Golden Mousedeer

Original spread & author of blog found here

I came across this reading so I decided to do one for myself, actually regarding this man.

Q: What are his thoughts & situation regarding his relationship/friendship with me?

The Current Situation:
Moon - Lady - Heart

So I'm at the centre & he thinks of me as a dreamer, and also as an affectionate, in-love with love person. The appearance of Moon makes me wonder if he dreams about me. There are dreams, intuition, emotions, regarding me & possibly feelings of affection too, in his thoughts.

Possible evolution:
Man + Storks. Storks is usually a man who does not stick to something for long which is surprising me since he is a Venus in Capricorn guy & he is anything but flighty or unstable. Either way, he would want a change in situation, soon.

I posted this spread a month ago, and what I have found regarding this Man - Storks thing is that his behaviour towards me has actually changed, improved.

What Dominates : Coffin.
I would have hated to see Cross here, but Coffin is a card of grief & concern, which usually does not last long. So I think there is dominating factor of change, a process where we are getting to know each other after the bad closure we had the last time around & it won't be long before things are happy again. Precisely, in context of the question, his grief is dominating the situation.He is a workaholic & I'm the lady with a warm heart, he sure would want a Change soon!

Conclusion:
Letter
Contact, information & communication. Its amazing how it fits the description since we are physcially far away & we only write to each other, usually long messages, so I should expect some more communication before things can change.

Overall, I call this spread good.

Week 37- Predictions

Week 37

Theme card: Book
Keywords: Secret, learning, knowledge, learning, studies, project, exams result

Book with Child on one side and Birds on the other can mean there is a new beginning, which I already know about but there is mental anguish related to it which I do not know about yet. This is how I interpret Book. Whats to pages side is what you already know about but what is to the left is what you are unaware of yet.

Book + Coffin = Secret ends, a secret which is hard to bear
Book + Tower = long term learning
Book + Child = a secret about a new beginning
Book + Birds = mental anguish which is hidden
Book + Roads = a decision which is not known yet
Book + Storks = learning to move on

Left arm:
Coffin - Tower - Child
Coffin is ending of some kind & what is ending here is definitely making me strong enough to have a fresh start.

Right arm:
Birds - Roads - Storks
Mental anguish or worries about a decision to move forward. I can actually sense it already because I'm quite quite bad at letting go & in this week I will have to make a transition from one phase to another because of the things that have happened in last week & half.

Other combinations we have is Two Queens, so more gossip :D

First thing first, my result has been announced & I have successfully finished my Post graduate degree with 94%. So Book - Coffin was end to my studies. The mental stress I have is now I'm looking for a job and I'm upset because I have nothing to do now. It feels odd having nothing to do. But I hope something positive will be just around the corner.

Week 30 forecast! (Updated)

Does not look like a good week at all. There are problems, worries, the Cross-Coffin combo and negative cards like Whip and Fox.

The Fox as theme card suggests this week I need to stay warned about betrayals and lies.

The Cross and Coffin are surrounding the Fox which looks like something bad to me.

Since the Coffin comes after the Fox, I believe some lies and betrayals will end. The Fox is after Cross which makes these important.

Left arm:
Tower - Child - Cross
This looks like an organization to do with children, a youth welfare org or a school which is under trouble. The Tower-Cross is not good because it adds an element of problem with authority.

This turned out to be my supervisor finally saying he has no time to take a look at my project's prototype. This actually gives me a problem when for the first time I'm presenting an unchecked project to the panel and i have no clue if its up to the mark. Too bad!

Right Arm:
Coffin - Whip - Flowers
This looks like some troubles ending and then cheerful conversations by the end of the week.

The trouble and the hurtful discussions are over now I guess. There have been lots of discussions whatsoever, and I feel glad I had them.

Over all it looks as bad as it can get.

There are 2 6s = malicious actions / Kapherus = things coming together
and 2 9s= some money received / Kapherus = higher education

The malicious actions I heard about someone spreading some bad words about someone very dear to me, they did not even have a reason for this. No money received :(

New Moon Reading July 2012 (Updated)

Because I was out of country last month, I skipped my new Moon reading. This time the Moon is in my 12th house, a time for inner reflection.

Here is the spread for what is coming up till next new moon

New Moon July 2012

The theme or focus is a relationship or a contract. The trigger is Coffin. An ending or a worry is making me concerned about a particular connection or a contract.
This is not happy sign at all.

The four corners give us a concern or issue:
Coffin - Anchor tells there is a pain or an ending related to work. I take Anchor as daily routine because I don't have a job. The daily grind is becoming painful. Whip-Snake is an eloquent man. This person is some one who is making things tough for me. There is a persistent pain or worry related to complicated discussions  between a man and a woman. I guess it can be between me and the project partner or it can be me and this really important romantic interest.

What will happen:
Ship - Lilies - Ring - Moon - Clouds I see a movement and a change with this man and this relationship which is more based on strong attraction and thing will clear up soon. The Clouds card is important because the lighter side of Clouds towards Moon shows feelings will soon be clear enough. Ring-Moon and Ring-Lilies shows a strong sexual attraction. The Clouds can be an ex- coming back in the picture. I feel there is a change or problem coming up involving another man.
Lilies as person card is usually an important male in querent's life and Clouds is usually an ex male. The presence of Snake card adds to this, it is practically a love triangle, where Snake is the lady between King of Spades and King of Clouds.

Columns and Diagonals:
Past: Coffin - Lilies - Snake
There has been a short term problem or an ending because of a man and a woman because there was an upheaval between them. Lilies-Snake can be upheaval.

Present: Ship - Ring - Clouds
The change or the movement involved in the relationship/contract is seeing rough times right now. The direction is not clear.I can assign this to contract as well since I'm having no clear answer from the developer.

Future: Whip - Moon - Anchor
There will be some discussions at night which will put things back to stability. We can say there will be success because Anchor is the final card and the Moon and Ring add stability to this card even though the Clouds add a certain level of ambiguity.Whip + Moon can be emotional discussions and Moon - Anchor is stable emotions.

There are two 10s in this reading which means a change of scene or holiday, yes after my exams I am having free time on my own and Two Kings show agreement or favour. I'm looking forward to that.

Good luck to everyone for the new Moon!

Full Moon Update:

The things which start at new moon see their peak during full moon. The things started getting too rough in both terms of an important connection and a software contract I had. The men involved in both situation were acting shaky (Lilies and Clouds with Snake). I have had my fair share of troubles during first two weeks of the new moon and now things have started to settle down. I have already discussed the matter with both men involved in the two situations represented by same card 25-RING in this reading. There have been some serious discussion, some even got heated up (11-WHIP&Rod) but I see stability within next week of this full moon.

Update on Next new moon:

Ok The Whip came in as a heated discussion I had with the developer. He was fixed that I don't get his point and I was fixed that I just want him to fulfil his part of the deal & I don't care about rest of stuff. Things are pretty stable now (Anchor) but there are still unclear situation and uncertainty (Moon-Clouds). My reputation is still at stake.

Answer Spread with Lenormand

I did this answer spread reading in the first week of May 2012. I was not sure how the spread is going to pan out in future but it seems like a good idea to put it up now.

Answer Spread

Q: What should I do in order to attract the right kind of relationship?

The two cards on the left indicate past influences, or the premise of the question.
Stars - Coffin is a place where you have lost hope, and honestly, when you lose hope you are like half-dead already. Hope is the essence of life, it keeps you going, you always strive because you know at the end of the day its going to be ok. In my past experiences and specially my really bad relationship being over and me getting nothing out of it and then for 3 years I was trying to find it again, to feel that way again, but it just did not happen. It seemed like I had given up on idea of love. The Stars-Coffin was my hope of being in love, or even feeling it again failing. So actually I was just trying to ask if I will ever start believing in love again.

The two cards in the middle indicate present influences, and answer the question.
Key - Scythe shows that some really important "surgical procedure" is going on where I'm cutting off from the negative aspects. I'm taking some sudden decisions which are really important. The Key indicates that I'm at a really important point in life.

The two cards on the right indicate future influences, or contributing factors.

Well, this looks like falling in love with a friend. 

Here is the link to the GT from May 2012 and you can see the diagonal in future cards, yes...Heart + Dog

And it turned out to be just that. If you guys remember we had Venus Retrograde in May2012 and that was precisely the time when this friend, who made a re-entry in my life and just the day when Venus turned retro, I felt a shift in my feelings towards him. I was and am scared if the shift was because of Venus not acting sober, but the retro has been over and my doubts were nothing. 

I just wanted to share, you guys know how much I love to share when a reading of mine manifests *show off*

Update:
Here is an update after 8 months. The Key always tells us what is important & what must come to pass. The key also represents solutions. The Scythe is the card which clearly means cutting off or getting rid of. The combo Key + Scythe on its own says "must get rid of". Scythe is also Jack of Diamond which represents a really aggressive person who is also blunt. 
That time when I posted this spread, I was single & not seeing anyone. I realised I had to get rid of the negativities in my life & most importantly my blunt nature where I quickly, and fairly quickly become judgemental.After this draw, the cards for future influence actually turned out to be pretty accurate *winking & skipping details*

Week 24 & 25

I will not be able to do any kind of daily or weekly readings for next two weeks, therefore, I decided to pull out 7 cards for my next two weeks.

Week 24 and 25

Theme card: Letter
Key words: Information, mail, email, document

The Letter as theme card is telling me I need to check my email regularly something important shall be coming up. The Letter - Moon tells me that its a letter about some honour, recognition, or the project approval *fingers crossed*. The Coffin on the other hand is making me worried.

Left arm, week 24:
Stars - Snake - Coffin

Not liking this at all. Snake has represented my mother in many draws and the Coffin next to this can be she falling ill. Not a good sign. The Stars-Snake tell me there is a new path, new hope arising, but its not as straight as I think its is. There are twists which will not last long when the Coffin will end them.

Right arm, week 25:
Moon - Sun - Garden
I have had Moon - Sun before too in a reading and I saw that manifesting as lot of satisfaction and emotional content. The Garden in the end shows a busy period.
Moon-Coffin is my depression combination. Garden-Stars is a spiritual group. We will see how it manifests.

There are two 8 in this reading, which show good time, pleasure and fun time. This is supported by Sun-Garden.

Update: This was one hell of a ride for me. I had so many problems and so many good things happened in just few days that I'm literally exhausted. The theme card was Letter, which represents some information, but I remember another word used for Letter which is superficial. I came to learn about some really hard aspects of life when some people around me who were accompanying us on the trip showed their true faces. This was the Snake -Coffin thing because my mother actually fell ill. She is not good with handling tensions.The project approval I wrote about was actually temporarily approved. 
The Second half manifested as the satisfaction I got. It was very pure, satisfying and some really awesome moments of my life. Garden-Stars was the spiritual group we met there, Sun-Snake, some good days and some bad days, and Moon-Coffin = Depression which I did experience a lot many times.


Home sweet Home!!!

Week 23 (Updated)

Cards for the week:

Coffin - Mice - Tower - Stars - Sun - Heart - Clover

week 23

Theme Card: Stars
Key words : Hope, guidance, new path, success

The card Stars is also associated with spirituality, astrology, astronomy, and the science. In my readings, this card has also represented astrological transits and a psychic lady. With Tower I'm wondering if there is a association or organization of psychic or astrologers which brings some success (Tower - Stars-Sun). I was reading some Russian meanings I have collected and it said a strange thing "Stars means calmness, it can also be associated with colour Blue". Blue is my favourite colour to meditate on when I feel down, it calms me. Stars - Tower is honours and success.

Stars and Sun is a great combination, because it speaks about success and luck. So at least the theme looks good.

Left arm:

Coffin - Mice - Tower
Where the Mice is eating at the negative energy of the Coffin, the Mice may also be some worries which will upset me a bit too much. I'm not liking the combination of Coffin-Mice and then Mice-Tower. Coffin-Mice will put an end to the problems I am having, specially the feeling of having too much to do and too little time, but Mice-Tower looks like these worries will make me lose my self-confidence and my ability to do it alone.

Coffin//Clover is good pair as it is suggesting after a period of bad luck, hope will be re achieved. Mice//Heart - Loss of love, for the first half of the week, I can say yes.
Tower//Sun = This looks promising finally something nicer to look forward to.

Update Mid-week
I'm really surprised how I was so so so down with worries and so stressed. Then all of sudden I started praying, after a long long time actually. Its the power of faith that keeps me going and my faith was being so strong that I finally got over one of my major problems, one is on way to solution and the others will be solved in time too. 

Right arm:
Sun - Heart - Clover
Sun warms everything that is around it. With Heart it looks like warming of the heart. Ending with Clover it looks all good during the second half of the week despite the fact that Clover is reflecting to Coffin and Heart to Mice. I'm hopeful (isn't that what the Stars are about).

Reading as a story: After a period of bad circumstances, the worries are going away and putting me back in position. There is regained hope and success, which leads to a happy and content heart.

I have 2 negative, 4 positive and 1 neutral card here. There are more Reds than Blacks (5:2) and also there are three 6's. Three 6's either denote money gained or a small gathering or party. I'm expecting a family get-together this week.

Update week ends:
The second part of the week was probably the best part of my week without a doubt. The Sun-Heart combo brought a lot of luck , happiness and warmth in matters of Heart (not romantic, but something like affection for someone). But I did feel some down times, some worries, some doubts (Heart-Mice) swarming in my head. The get together was fun actually.

Continued reading from March-May reading (Updated)

Here is the first part of this lady's story and now she has asked me to do another reading using the same layout for she and her Lilies guy.

Using Heart again for the theme card,

Past: Coffin - Child - House

 The past shows an ending and a new beginning which brought her some peace and comfort.

Present: Lady - Heart - Mice

She is in love, it shows, but she is worried at the same time. The cards around Mice are House and the other card is Roads. Mice eat whats to the left and as a result you lose whats to the right. The Mice is eating at her feelings of privacy, comfort and security (of being single) and as a result she is losing her options/alternatives. From the draw we did last time, when she was single and not feeling like binding herself with one person, this looks obvious. The one disadvantage which comes with having an exclusive relationship.

Soon : Next two weeks: Flowers - Stars - Roads

She will feel happy, might get an invite at night, and this will again put her at a crossroad.  Stars with Roads shows that if the right choice is made, it will bring success for her.

Immediate: Next two months (till July 24th)

Fox - Whip - Storks

There is something wrong there. Lies will cause trouble, or extra caution will cause trouble, but discussions will help sorting things out. 

The Answer, Trigger Row:

Child - Heart - Stars - Whip

The love they share is pure and innocent, and is budding right now. There is lots of success for this relationship in near future. The Whips usually represent conflict and trouble but with Stars I don't think it will be any disastrous one. Whip is also physical passion, specially its with Stars which says "music" in Treppner's course. 

We have 5 positive, 4 negative and 2 neural cards (Heart was pre-chosen so not included here). Things look smooth for next two months.

Update: Things were pretty smooth for the Time from May to July.There is a new budding romance which is still in the immature phase. There are some problems budding right now, some aggression issues, the Whips card is showing itself.

Update: By July 24th they had a major trouble, an argument which led to lot of trouble.

Daily Draw: May 23, 2012

Weather : Hot, humid

Cards: Garden + Mountain + Coffin

Key Card: Garden

Key words: public place, environment, network, networking sites

Prediction:

The Mountain and Coffin both are negative cards but Coffin is coming after the Mountains, which means the obstacles or the delays will end shortly. The Garden card is usually associated with a public place or the environment around. 

Garden + Mountain = remoteness, delayed event, social life is stressing/blocked

Garden + Coffin = funeral, its a daily so I will take it as draining environment, event which drains one out of energy

Mountain + Coffin = obstacles are ending.

So what I collect is that the social blockages which I have been facing so far will change/end today.

Daily Draw: May 21, 2012

The cards for today were:

May 21, 2012 Daily Draw

Cards: Coffin + Man + Flowers

Key Card: Coffin

Key words: illness, pain, ending, depression

Prediction: Today is the day when some sort of depressing or draining things will happen. The Coffin usually brings something which causes mental depression in a daily draw.

With Man, it can be a Man in pain, or pain coming from a Man.

With Flowers its a short-lived illness, pain, which will heal quickly and the happiness will return. If the Coffin had come after Flowers, then that was a worrisome spread.

What happened in relation to the cards:

My friend is ill. He has allergy (Coffin + Flowers) and he was ultra depressed about it. I told him not to worry because it will be fine soon and he asked me , how soon. May be I should throw him a spread to ask how soon his problem shall be resolved.

Another thing that happened was a small misunderstanding between me and another friend (Coffin + Man). This was depressive too, for both him and me, but we did reach a resolution , the Flowers part. He actually is a gentle and pleasant soul.

Coffin + Man = Man is ill, man is depressed/ man causes pain

Coffin + Flowers = allergy, pain is short-lived, happiness reached again

Man + Flowers = pleasant, charming man 

Week 19 (Updated)

Weekly draw for Week 19

The central card is Snake which represents a lady, a trouble or a detour. The Snake and Clouds is a couple and the Rider suggests they might be some visitors.

Coffin - Flower - Rider

Some ending is definitely happening and something pleasant is coming up. The Coffin-Flowers also suggest some recovery from illness.

I believe the recovery pertains to the emotional healing (Flowers-Moon) from last few weeks. Things are getting better both externally and internally.


May 10, 2012
The Snake was representing me. I can say this because I was talking on phone (Rider) with a friend (Clouds) and he said why you always talk the way I cannot understand its so complicated (Rider-Snake). Clouds was the thunderstorm in the background when we were talking. 

Flower-Rider might be a gift or an invitation coming up.

May 12, 2012
A female cousin of mine has come to stay with us for a while (Rider + Snake). She is emotionally disturbed these days , I guess this will help her recover a bit.

Clouds - Moon - Key

Some emotional disturbances, some unclear dreams and problems which will eventually be resolved.

May 12, 2012
This reminds me of my dream from last night which was a strange one. I was having a baby girl in my arms and I was feeding her through a milk bottle. There was also a cousin of mine in the dream who is also a good friend of mine. It was a strange dream. All I remember from the dream is the baby girl. This is what I would call, an important (Moon+Key) but unclear dream (Moon+Clouds).


The Sky has literally not been clear for last three days. Every night its been raining so there is practically Clouds +Moon out at night. 

May 13, 2012
My team lost the league champions title and that too to rival Football club. This was my Key+Coffin moment. Their success was our loss. Key + Coffin, a literal loss of title.

3 positive, 2 negative and 2 neutral cards

Overall a mixed week.

"When" question using 3x3 - Updated

I have found this spread precise, to the point and expansive than a linear spread of 9 cards. I would rather have dealt a 5-cards linear spread for "when" question but I wanted some extra details too. Therefore I used 3x3 spread.

This question/Reading is from journal dated April 19th 2012:

The question relates to the bad depressing time I'm having recently. I am not a person who would like being hopeless, drained, depressed and drowned but this time the situation does not looked quite favourable.

Q: When will this period of depression end?

 No card pre-selected

3x3 for when question

I did not choose the 29-Lady card for this but it fell in the central theme position. It looks like its entirely up to me when I want to end this period of depression and all along I was sure that it was not up to me. 

First card usually tells your current thoughts:

 Heart, oh how I so feel deprived of love and affection for myself these days. 

Columns:

Past: In the past I have had some great time, some thing nice and warm and also excitement. I was very excited for my birthday actually which was ruined by the way.

Present: Mice - Lady - Letter

Imagine how I'm being eaten up in my head, how worries are nagging at me, and I'm anticipating for some news, a ray of hope, anything to come my way. Basically I'm desperately hoping for a news about a change in the situation.

Future: Looks like a negative message or some shocking message is coming my way which will then bring a change after a brief period of this depression.

Rows:

First row: I do feel deprived of love and affection these days and I'm hoping for a news, anything that will make my day.

Second row: The pleasures and joys of the past have been over. I feel really drained of all the energy I have.

Third row: I'm anxious about a news, anything that will bring a change (Storks) in my situation.

Diagonals:

Heart - Lady - Storks = I' d love a change, which seems to be coming in future

Rider - Lady - Birds = I'm anxious and worried about whatever is happening so fast.

Rider - Flowers - Storks = A good news will bring a change

Heart - Coffin - Birds = A heartache followed by some release of emotions through communication with someone. 

Heart - Letter - Rider = A heart to heart correspondence with someone, may be a man.

Birds - Mice-Storks= Stop worrying and change will happen.

The good news is that Storks is the last card which assures that a change in situation is predicted in future.

The When part can be answered by the central row.

Coffin is the pain which is short-lived. It would have been dreadful if I had seen Cross there.

Flowers are what live for short time. They die fast.

Lady is me, so lots of it already depends on me.

Conclusion:

I concluded from this reading that this period is short-lived, may be 9-10 days on the most, Rider is fast card , Mice is fast card, Coffin and Flowers are short-lived and Change (Storks) is just right around the corner.

Update:

I have a confession to make, when my bad time started, I pulled out Rider for that day. When the bad time ended I pulled Storks on that day, sometimes you can tell when a change happens in situation and the cards say so for that daily draw. During the time when I was going through the depressing phase, I was constantly pulling Cross, so so so many times. Then finally I pulled Cross+Coffin and I knew its over now.I now can safely say that today on April 26,2012 things are a lot better. What helped me the most is heart to heart talk with a friend of mine and then some self-analysis. Some pains are short-lived but they leave their impacts for a long-time. 

Blessings for everyone!

Project Dream Interpretation (updated)

I am a dreamer, a heavy dreamer, that's what I call it. I have a Neptune influence stronger since I was 13years old and I have a fantastic mechanism in my head which makes me remember my dreams for years. There are many childhood dreams which I can recall right now. So my dreams have always been an integral part of my life since forever. Sometimes its a down time and there are no dream recalls, which upsets me. I'm so used to seeing them every night. Sometimes there are more than one and I would remember each incident from each one of them. So the long story short, I love my dreams. Their absence makes me miss them.

So when dreams are an important part of your life, so does their symbolism and interpretation. I think this is what keeps me interested in them, the solving the mystery part. Over the long time and my practice with interpreting them, I have found that the main thing about any dream is the overall feeling. The minute you wake up and this feeling you have, yes that's the root of it. I have had this really amazing yet confusing dream last night and was very much interested in knowing what it wants to let me know.Another reason this dream was very important because sometimes when I'm very much disappointed in my waking life, I call out to my soul mate in dreams, I mean I meditate before sleeping to invite him in to my dreams, and last night he appeared.

I was inspired by Madame Seaqueen's Trigger Layout, therefore, I first chose to do a box of 9, but then rather did the Trigger Layout.

While putting the cards down, I focused on the events in the dream. The people , the colours, the feeling, the events in the dream. So here is the position meanings:

1--2--3--4

5--6--7--8

9-10-11-12

Cards 1-2-3-4 = What the dream was about

Cards 5-6-7-8= What the dream symbols meant

Cards 9-10-11-12= How it is/will effect the waking life

The central Trigger Row is the key. No cards were pre-chosen. 

I will first write what the dream was. So I had a one-to-one self-talk session for the first time last night. I put my thoughts on recording, for myself, so that I will listen to it later. It was like I was talking to a friend, out loud, I'm voicing my concerns and my opinions about myself. I'm having some rough time for about few weeks now. This self-talk did help me a lot. After that I was about to sleep and I called on to my soulmate, like I usually do and somewhere in there in middle of it, I slept.

The Dream:

The dream as I remember it started with me in my parents home. There was an event going on, I think my brother was getting married. This guy was our guest. He was in the room which is away from rest of the house. I went in there and somehow we ended up finding a connection between us. I was staring at his face and he was staring at me and then he was kissing me and I got up from the couch and started looking for something. Someone saw us kissing a while ago and all of sudden someone came there, and gave some negative remarks about us. I wanted to say that nothing wrong was going on between us but my voice did not come out because in my head I said "I was kissing him how can I deny, no one will understand". It was more like he was told to leave immediately and I was wondering what happened because no one is going to believe me that I had some soul connection with him, we were not just playing around. Then he left, he was hurt, I was hurt and quiet and everyone else was busy with the bride or something.

So the feel of the dream was a sense of having him, feeling love, feeling those emotions intensely and then losing him just because others won't approve.

Cards:

Row 1: What the dream was about:

The First card is the Heart, which definitely shows that there was love (lovers) in dream. The Mice right next to it brings the idea of stealing, or doing something without letting anyone know. The Coffin sums up the painful feeling, the loss. The Scythe in the end however assures that I recovered quickly. I did not cry or scream or anything, I was just quiet, wondering about how he made me feel. So this row has excellently summed it up.

Row 2: The meaning:

Sun -Rider looks a good news, Rider looks like someone is coming towards me, but what's worrying me is the Snake and Tower. This could mean that someone will bring some happiness in my life, but may be I'm too cold and distant for him. In the dream too, I was feeling like I was not warming up. I was mainly quiet in the dream. The Tower also suggests that I need to stand up for myself, I should have stood up for him in my dream, I should have made him stay. Now I'm realising why the dream left me uneasy, because I did not do the right thing. Just because someone won't approve didn't mean he had to leave, right?

Row 3: How it effects the waking life:

In waking life, I have got a confirmation that I should carry on with my self-talk sessions more often since they are opening up the emotional blockages I have in me. I'm usually not good at voicing my concerns, I will rather keep them juggled in my tiny head. So this looks like an affirmation that I need to open myself up, more in terms of emotions.

The spread looks positive even though the dream was fairly negative. I have actually liked interpreting my dream with this spread. I will see if I can get a few more (dreams) to practice the spread on.

So far, very glad I did it!


Update July 09, 2012


It was literal, and I mean very literal. I'm dating this guy, someone who made a re-entry in my life and just the day Venus Retrograde started I had a shift in my feelings. Throughout the Venus Retrograde I was scared if the feeling goes away when the retrograde ends, and if I end up hurting him again. After the Venus Retro I have realized that I'm actually in love with him. I have not felt this way about him before but now I do and it feels amazing. The most creepy part of the story about this dream, the guy in the dream was wearing a Maroon shirt and this guy, on our first date was also wearing a maroon shirt! 

Repeated daily draw for trip!

The spread from two days ago, only the card which differs is the last one, not in meaning, but apparently. Its actually the same thing.

The daily draw I had for two days ago was Ship+Snake+Cross

I wanted to go for my friend's engagement but at the last minute I did not.

Now I have Ship+Snake +Coffin

The cards here are definitely talking about may be what I'm longing for. The Ship is representing some wishful thinking here and the Snake is telling me there are complications and Coffin in the end tells me that no matter what I will probably never get what I want.

In literal sense, a trip has been under discussion. I have to accompany my mother, but I do not want to go, I have commitments here which I have to keep while my father is being lots pushier about this. I don't even know why my being there is so important all of sudden. I definitely feel drained and I really need someone to take it out on.

Scythe + Heart + Coffin

April 13, 2012

Looks like a really bad combination, doesn't it? When I looked at it, I knew I was heading towards some uneasy feelings, some heartbreak may be, hurting myself today. Scythe is pointing towards the Heart in my deck and Coffin after Heart suggests its just another bad day. What was more surprising was that it was not my Heart!

Many a times when I pull out a daily draw I consider it related to myself only, but I completely forget that it could be other people too. Like for not even one second I thought that it could be actually me , hurting someone with my sharp tongue? Mercury has not even entered Aries yet !

I confess that I ended up hurting a friend. I was being rude to her and I was just getting annoyed and feeling uneasy but then I normally do things without giving them much thought. If you follow my blog you must have figured this out by now! So I apologise to her if she is reading this, I'm sorry. But hey wait, the good part of Coffin is that the grief lasts for only a short time and usually the energy of the Coffin card is wuickly transformed into some other happy energy, may be of the card which lies next to it, 9-Flowers.

Drawing an 8 on an 8

Am I the only one who is seeing number 8 so often. Has this something to do with the Power of 8 I'm doing a research on. Every time I'm texting someone, I'd just look at the remaining characters and it'd be "888", and several other incidents. In Chinese culture, 888 is considered very lucky. I hope I find luck or at least luck find me.

Today I open my journal for writing the reading, did a mental calculation, what date is it, 17 = 1+7 = 8.

Cards drawn:

Stars - Coffin - Letter

Why am I not surprised to see the 8-Coffin right in the middle? Because on February 8th as well, I drew Coffin and I was thinking "I'm drawing an 8 on an 8th". The characteristic of Coffin is, it depresses me. Even for a day, but it does. Its appearance right in the middle tells me, something is ending today, and something will begin.

The Card to the left is Stars, my wish card, dreams, wishes, hopes, faith. The Coffin is putting an end to them. In other simpler words, my hopes are dying. How true that is! I feel depressed for no reason, not only depressed, I also feel hopeless, like there is nothing that can change it for me.

The Card to the Right is what will be beginning. Letter, tells me there will be a message or some correspondence that will  begin today. I hope its a positive one! If we look at numerology, we see 1+6=7, 8 and 2+7 = 9..nice sequence they have today. 7-8-9 = 24=6 - Clouds. Just to make my day perfect, I'm not even sure what I have to do!

I pull one card for Love everyday, the card I pulled solely for Love today was 8-Coffin. *sigh*, whoever is surprised please raise your hands!

There is lots of sadness surrounding me today. I'm sure its not just the Coffin, I know what it is, I know what lead to this and I hope it dies as quickly as it started. Still looking forward to the Letter.

On the Other hand, the cards I pulled from the playing cards deck:

4 of Spades - 8 of Hearts - 2 of Spades

(did anyone see that 8 right in the middle again or is it just me?)

4 of Spades means feeling a "stuck" in situation. Don't we know that by now. It can indicate stagnation, immobility and some changes need to be made.
8 of Hearts is sweet talk as opposite to the Two of Hearts. 8 of Hearts shows a heart-to-heart conversation with someone special.
2 of Spades is right at the end, again bringing up disputes today.

To me this looks like I will be feeling stuck in a situation where I'm wanting to or avoiding having an intimate talk with someone which will end up in an argument. This sure rings some bells.

I just checked the astrological chart and transits for this right now. What I see is the Transiting Moon is exactly conjunct Natal Saturn, which brings up a sense of responsibility, making me feel burdened, and it is Conjunct Natal Uranus, creating a need to shake free from the burdens. Also the Moon is transiting 4th house, where it brings an extra need for security, making me more vulnerable and introvert at this moment. Worried about building the foundations of the home and family. Moon is also the ruler of my 11th house which is represented by 16-Stars. 

Clouds+Coffin again!

I drew the following cards today

Letter + Clouds + Coffin

Letter is the card for written communication of all kinds, texts, emails, official documents.

Clouds is the card that is temporary but is negative. It means there are some confusions, throwbacks, unpredictable events.

Coffin, well, the ending, pain, illness, but again its temporary.This too shall pass!

With the combination above, I could see I will get a message from someone about ending some confusions. Clouds can be a man too who is too direction-less or who is not very sure about his steps. Coffin at the end tells that this man is depressed.

The message I received was from someone very close who was actually feeling direction-less (I believe Clouds meant him) and he wanted to put an end to something. No decision however, was made (Thanks to Clouds, he was too senseless to decide anything).

The Clouds+Coffin Combo means a negative day, something bad is going to happen but the key is not to panic. This situation is just temporary and it will pass soon. Take it slow and do not take any hasty decisions, instead postpone the matter and tomorrow is just another day, only its new!