week 44 Predictions (updated)

Week 44

Theme card:
Fish
Key words: Money, finances, a man who is good with investments
So this week is all about money & possibly the improvement in finances, or a man who brings some good changes, and is a good friend.

All round the week my head was filled with one concern, and that is money. I have also received the amount due from University (Scholarship) and also inspirations to improve my finances (Storks - Fish) from my brother & cousin brother (Fish - Dog).

Left arm:
Coffin - Moon - Storks
Depression will be converted to uplifting moods.

For the first half of the week I was deeply depressed, and I was having extreme mood swings. Things turned up on November 1, when I went for a short trip & felt instantly better. Its amazing what really small changes can do to your mood.

Right arm:
Dog - Child - Bear
A new friend will be strong or bring strength.

I have made no new friend, but I have had a chance to find a new work-out routine. I don't know where the Dog comes in but I can understand the Child-Bear in this context. 

We have Two Tens = journey outside city (how correct, I'm going out of town tomorrow) & Storks - Fish - Dog tells me its a lady & man becoming good friends.

I did go out of town (Hurray for this one) & I did talk to a guy in the beginning of the week, who was having some problems in his relationship with his gf of two years and he wanted to talk, just talk. so I thought it was payback time & I just stayed & listened to him.

Daily Draw October 20, 2012

Weather : Cloudy/fog Cards: Dog + Bear + Fox Key Card: Dog Key words: A friend, trust, friendship Prediction: This makes a man/friend really important today. Friendship/loyalty & trust are the theme for today. With Bear, I can easily say its a dominating & powerful/strong/protective friend I have. It can be a number of guys but when I saw Fox I was sure its just this one guy. Specially when Dog was mirroring the Fox card in my weekly draw for this week too. This guy is someone very shrewd, careful & sort of playful too. What Happened in relation to cards: The cards were right on. My day started with text chatting with this man, my friend I had in mind & we talked for approx 6 hours straight. During these six hours, he & I both had fun, a LOT of fun actually, since we both try a lot to dominate each other, falsely (Bear + Fox) and it was fun. He however is veryyyy careful & playful when it comes to disclosing his personal affairs.

New Moon in Libra, October 2012 (Updated)

New Moon!

This one is in my second house & CafeAstrology has something to say about this:

Heightened sensitivity to the world of the five senses, to your physical environment, and to the security you gain from the solid ground you have built for yourself is in order for this period of time. Attunement to, and appreciation of, the physical world of the senses is the focus, and this is a time to start fresh in terms of how you arrange your life in order to feel a sense of value and worthiness. Financial issues come into focus. Setting realistic financial goals, as well as formulating such things as budgets and other sensible financial planning projects, will be favoured during this time. Discovering ways to increase your income is featured. It is also a wonderful time for taking moments to pleasure yourself through earthy, tactile, and comforting endeavours.

Here is the reading from this New Moon to the next New Moon:

New Moon In Libra

 Look at the cards related to financial security appearing in this draw. Fish (financial matters), Bear (financial security) with Key are present here.  Taking moments to pleasure yourself looks like Flowers - Key -Clover here.

Theme Card:
Key
Key is the card which adds a sense of "certainity" to any card around it. Here we have this card as theme card which tells me this lunar period is very important in terms of solutions, new beginnings & finding an answer to questions I have. Its also a new start to something as told by cards around it.

This success or important solution seems to be coming from a charming lady or the sense of joy I have been having. This may be because of the Venus transiting through my first house.This will be leading to some small happiness or a surprise coming up. I'm very much liking this spread, it foretells a surprise or happy time is coming up.

Well, the Key card was very appropriate. Since the New Moon was in second house and I should have seen some money pouring in, or at least some financial situation coming to forefront, but unfortunately nothing of that sort has happened during this Lunar Month. The Key on other hand has resolved a few important matters for me in my personal life. 

Four Corners:
Flowers - Clover - Bear - Garden shows me there is some luck & Happiness, a joyful event which brings what I need in terms of power & strength, specially to do with public matters.

I did socialize a bit during this month and it turned out to be very happening.

Inner Cross:
Fish - House - Dog - Letter I see financial security & a message from a friend. Possibly two men who are friends are writing to each other, to do with a house mortgage. I don't know why I'd think of that but who knows!

Two friends, discussing a business was more appropriate. The one of the friends is a mortgage advisor so it figures. The Other one is my brother so that is also very appropriate. They have been thinking about starting a business together and since I'm friends with both of them and one of them is kind of important too, I am the third party in the triangle.

Columns:
Past: Flowers - House - Garden
Over last new moon I have had new furniture added to the house & also had a small gathering.

Present: Fish - Key - Letter
Some money or a work opportunity is definitely coming up right this week, I can tell.

I received the cheque for a large sum , the security fee refunds and the scholarship money from University.

Future: Bear - Dog - Clover
ohk. A powerful & dominating friend/man is bringing some happiness in my life.

Oh boy, does he make me happy!

Extra Information:
Flower + Bear = a dominating female, a female boss is presenting with an opportunity (Clover)
Garden + Clover luck will be found in social settings, leading to some financial gain (Fish) or a man to do with financial work.

There are two 8's which mean gathering & happy times & Two Tens which mean a visit out of city. I have plans for this weekend, so we have to see.

I did go out of city and it was a pleasant trip. The fun was in the dining out and movies I watched this month.

Update:
Before the Lunar Month ended, on the very last day I got a call from the National Internship Program where I have been selected. Its a small opportunity but it seems promising since it will be a new beginning in terms of my career and finances. The Key, very much opened up a lot of aspects in my life.

Week 42 Predictions (Updated)

Week 42

THEME CARD: Stars
Keywords: Hope, faith, science, guidance
With Clover & Storks on either side, I find myself feeling more hopeful & having a way out of all the frustrations this week. The Stars -Clover tells me I have to have small glimpse of hope in order to find a new way (Stars-Storks).

I actually started making some serious efforts in praying & keeping my optimistic face up this week. I have felt that I need to re-connect with my spiritual beliefs & I have successfully had that by the time week has ended. This for me was an instant uplifting & self-esteem boost.

Left arm:
Cross - Fox - Clover
Through some rough & tough times & actions, I will find my hidden luck, which has been hiding from me for quite some time now. I need to cheer myself up, & looks like it will happen right this week.

I have been sad & down & depressed, but not for long. I have figured out that by being a little logical instead of emotional & a bit more shrewd, I can actually turn things into my favour instead of giving my happiness in other people's hands.

Right arm:
Storks - Dog - House

Queen & King of Hearts can be a couple with lots of trust & friendship between them (Dog). There is an improvement in friendship & feelings of mutual trust between a man & woman. It looks better than the first half of the week.

This turned out to be 100% true by the time we had Friday night. Me & my friend, with whom I have reconnected after 6yrs, are having lots to talk about & I believe we are on to happy road to friendship, strong & trustful. I also believe he is a bit cautious when it comes to friendship with me (Dog reflecting/mirroring Fox) but his doubts are in vain. He will soon realize. 

There are three 6 this week. social engagement, party, or get-together. Thank God!

I was planning to go out this week end, out of city actually. But it did not happen. I preferred staying home. No party or gathering :(

Week 38 (already?)

Time is like flying seriously!!!

Week 38

Theme card: Flowers
I have this card in this placement after a long long time. This card signifies invitations, happiness, joy, & gifts. The most common association of this card I have is with invitations & offers. There is Dog & Key around it so I believe this offer or invitation is from a friend and its very significant for me.

Most important event of this month/of the year has happened this week. This was regarding an important friend. Dog-Key

Left arm:
Tree - Mice - Dog
Loss of health, or feeling moody & gloomy (PMS?) and as a result a fall out with a friend or someone close. It often happens to me.

Tree - Snake = health issues, complication related to health
Mice - Heart = loss of love
Dog - Key = important friend

It has been happening for last three nights that I'm having weird dreams, about a friend & I am feeling weird in terms of mood. My head is usually full of worries these days & its effecting me negatively. This is also resulting in me closing off from a friend really close to me. I feel like I should not talk to anyone until i'm feeling better.

Right arm:
Key - Heart - Snake
Some very important complications in matters of love between a man & a woman.An important event of love for a woman.

Well it was expected wasn't it? I had a detailed discussion & an unexpected encounter with my first high school crush. During Pluto transits last week, I realized I hadn't really gotten over the complications we had between us, so I told him I needed a closure. We ended up on a good note. I hope we will talk again.

Other information:
Two sevens indicate a change of events.

Well, definitely yes! Things have improved.

Lets see what happens!!!

Week 35 predictions (Updated)

week 36 predictions

Theme : Fox
Key words: Slyness, deception.
This week's theme is slyness & deception. I need to stay alert & on my guard for this. The Fox can be me as well, being smart, playing the game, which I have just learnt in the last week.
Scythe is cutting at Fox, so some mental clarity is expected this week where I will be able to see through some lies or deception. There is Fox - Snake which is back biting  or hidden danger or a sly woman. The Scythe is cutting at it, so I'm sure I'll be safer if I'm watching out.

I had such a busy week that I literally had no time to update this. The Fox has clearly be me, I have been feeling quite "foxy" these days. I feel like I can see through lies & deceptions & I can rather map my way out more cleverly. There is a lady, an older lady who looks quite worries about my behaviour regarding a man involved & she might be back biting, I cannot really say.

Left arm:
Flower - Letter - Scythe

An unexpected happy invitation or a letter/news/information which comes out of blue. The Scythe is cutting at the Fox, so I can say some clarity will be evident in a letter or a news. This will be happy news.


Flowers - Lilies = a couple, sexual pleasure
Letter - Dog = news from/about a friend
Scythe - Snake = cutting off from a woman, end to a complication between a man & a woman

I have had a news about a friend this week which turned out to be a fake news about his interview & being short listed at a firm. Besides that I have been having great time, having so much fun. 

Right arm:
Snake - Dog - Lilies
There are complications in platonic friendship between a man & a woman.

Well, this turned out to be an older man, & things are not quite straight with him. I'm mentally too pre-occupied though, to understand.

Extra information: There are two Queens so I expect some gossip & chit chat specially with my Gemini cousin coming over,its totally expected.

New Moon August 2012

This New Moon occurs at the 27 degrees Leo, the sign for creativity & personal recognition. This falls in my 12th house. The New Moon in the 12th house is a time for withdraw, pulling yourself back "in" and self-reflection.

Q: What is the New Moon going to bring me in next Lunar Month?

Theme: Moon = dreams, intuition etc but I chose to go with Public recognition & honours with this time. Its because the Moon is in Leo and its all about being the "star".

This is supported by the Trigger card Garden. So there is lots of public recognition, because of all the socialising & all the networking.

This month I have been so busy & the centre of lots of parties. I had lots of guests at home & the misunderstandings they had about me in the past have now changed to appreciation. So overall, this Moon has been very very lucky for me this time.

Corner cards: Garden - Sun can be summer social parties, lots of fun, energy. Bear-Rider looks like there is a new person coming along or I will be hearing a message which makes me feel strong.

So there is lots of socialising and there is a new person who is very powerful and strong, coming along.

Well yes,lots of people from past have all of sudden started sending me messages & trying to contact me. I do not feel like giving any of them any chance to re-enter my life. There has been lots of socialising. I was out & about all this month. Yes, someone very powerful & authoritative was visiting my house this month.

What is going to happen: Snake - House - Moon - Dog - Scythe
There are complications in home or private life because of the emotional comfort I feel towards this friend resulting in a break or a sudden decision. This situation involves A lady, a man and a younger man.A lady and a man are going to be great friends probably and unexpectedly.

This has happened exactly like that. There has been two-three things happening at same time. All of my ex- coming back, contacting me , within a week. This upset me a lot, but in a good way. One friend actually made me very very comfortable & because of him being there to comfort me, lots of things sorted themselves out. One particular person I had no closure with after we fell off, we had a complete closure during this full moon.

Past: Garden - House - Rider
I have been having visitors at home in last month. My maternal aunt was here with her kids & other occassional visitors.

Present: There is serious emotional upheaval going on right now in my life and that too is very unexpected for me. Yes it has to do with someone who is not exactly a friend but I don't know but I rely on this person. The Queen and Jack have Moon between them so there is emotions and feelings here between them, in a good way.

Future: Bear - Dog - Sun
I see success for or with a male whom I already know or who is a friend.

The closure I have talked about above. It was successful.

Diagonals: Garden - Moon - Sun
a night time event results in success (hmmm)

Bear - Moon - Rider
an emotional or romantic message from a male.

Extra information:
Garden - Bear and Scythe
By excessive socialising I will be able to make some quick decisions.

I did make a decision to cut off from this guy I had some unresolvable issues of temper with. 

Rider + Sun and Snake
A happy news or message which creates complication.

I was really intrigued to share this with you people

This is the site which always gives some information which always happens to be true.
Honestly I'm a bit scared because there are a few new people I met and I feel like they will stay a long time & two of them are Capricorn (ruled by Saturn).

I am stunned with the line "it cold be someone you may be able to get truly excited about seeing again"...what ? I have actually met someone "again" after 6years & I cannot tell you how excited I was. He came back in my life on August 18th precisely. It says he is likely to stay in my life a long time. well I have my doubts but I will let the events disclose themselves.

There are Two Tens, I'm definitely going out of city.
There are Two Six Things coming together or falling in to place.

I was out of city for most part. Things did come together, and fell right where they should have!!!

I have a good feeling because there are so many positive cards...

Week 29 predictions!

Week 29

The middle or theme card is Mice, which is very accurate here. I have been having so many worries these days. Its like everything is just happening at full speed and at the same time.

Mice as the middle card is also the card of worries, theft or loses. I have no idea how I will deal with this but its happening, that bit I can tell.

Mice eat what is to the left and as a result you lose what is to the right. Here the Mice will eat at my shrewdness and as a result I will find myself indecisive.In case of negative cards, it eats the negativity. Fox is negative, so it is advantageous in a way.

Fox - Mice - Roads = lies are revealed and this will lead me to a decision point.

Left arm:
Dog - Whip - Fox
This looks like a friend who is argumentative and liar. I can totally get this one. I think I already know who this person is.

Update: It turned out to be a big time argument/fight/heated discussion between me and a friend when he accused me of something and then he said he meant it as a joke. I refused to believe that was just a joke. Then we ended up giving each other worst time by not taking each other's calls or replying the other person's messages.


Worst feeling ever!

Right Arm:
Roads - Rider - Book
A journey made because of my studies or for knowledge.Since my exams are going on so this one makes sense too.

Things have gone worst between me and that friend from the other half of the spread. Besides that my project has started working I just can't believe my luck right now. Its so great. There are options now and I can definitely make a movement forward with my project which is often represented by Book in my GT.

Other combinations:
Dog - Book = a person who is well-educated is argumentative (Dog-Whip) and worries me (Mice).
Whip - Rider = work out, jogging, discussing a news, regarding a false argument (Whip-Fox).
Fox - Roads = A smart choice which leads to revelations of lies (Fox-Mice). This decision involves a lady who is smart or probably a liar too. (Q of Diamonds).

I have two 9s and two 10s and I have had these two so often. In kapherus cartomancy system they mean travel within city and higher studies. Like I said I have exams so I have to go to other part of city everyday.

The meanings given on cartomantes Cabinet they mean A change of scene and some money received. I have not received any money (umm, no) and I don't see any change of scene yet...:(

Answer Spread with Lenormand

I did this answer spread reading in the first week of May 2012. I was not sure how the spread is going to pan out in future but it seems like a good idea to put it up now.

Answer Spread

Q: What should I do in order to attract the right kind of relationship?

The two cards on the left indicate past influences, or the premise of the question.
Stars - Coffin is a place where you have lost hope, and honestly, when you lose hope you are like half-dead already. Hope is the essence of life, it keeps you going, you always strive because you know at the end of the day its going to be ok. In my past experiences and specially my really bad relationship being over and me getting nothing out of it and then for 3 years I was trying to find it again, to feel that way again, but it just did not happen. It seemed like I had given up on idea of love. The Stars-Coffin was my hope of being in love, or even feeling it again failing. So actually I was just trying to ask if I will ever start believing in love again.

The two cards in the middle indicate present influences, and answer the question.
Key - Scythe shows that some really important "surgical procedure" is going on where I'm cutting off from the negative aspects. I'm taking some sudden decisions which are really important. The Key indicates that I'm at a really important point in life.

The two cards on the right indicate future influences, or contributing factors.

Well, this looks like falling in love with a friend. 

Here is the link to the GT from May 2012 and you can see the diagonal in future cards, yes...Heart + Dog

And it turned out to be just that. If you guys remember we had Venus Retrograde in May2012 and that was precisely the time when this friend, who made a re-entry in my life and just the day when Venus turned retro, I felt a shift in my feelings towards him. I was and am scared if the shift was because of Venus not acting sober, but the retro has been over and my doubts were nothing. 

I just wanted to share, you guys know how much I love to share when a reading of mine manifests *show off*

Update:
Here is an update after 8 months. The Key always tells us what is important & what must come to pass. The key also represents solutions. The Scythe is the card which clearly means cutting off or getting rid of. The combo Key + Scythe on its own says "must get rid of". Scythe is also Jack of Diamond which represents a really aggressive person who is also blunt. 
That time when I posted this spread, I was single & not seeing anyone. I realised I had to get rid of the negativities in my life & most importantly my blunt nature where I quickly, and fairly quickly become judgemental.After this draw, the cards for future influence actually turned out to be pretty accurate *winking & skipping details*

Thoughts of Ex-lover

Line of Five has always been a favourite of mine because of its simplicity and to the point answer. Sarah has been in a relationship for about a year now but these days specially she finds herself thinking about her ex lover with whom she has not been in touch for about 2 years now. They broke up 4 years ago so there is no chance for them to be back together yet she finds herself wondering, rather wishing if he will message her someday. Her question is: why am I still thinking about him?

Dog - Rider as the first two cards, confirm that her thoughts are on this guy from past.Dog-Mountain, this person is someone with whom things were not easy or we can say telepathy is at work and this guy is in problem. Dog- Heart shows she is still having feelings for him and she is still in love with him, at least a part of her is. Dog - Letter shows we can expect a message from him. May be just a friendly message.

Rider - Mountain is news not coming, this news can be something from far away, since both Rider and Mountain sound "foreign". This guy from past lives far away, so may be she needs to just hear from him. Rider-Heart , yes she needs to hear from this person because she is still having a soft corner for him in her heart. Rider - Letter = a document, probably an email, will come by from this person.

Mountain - Dog she worries about this person . Mountain- Rider this person has caused some blockages in her life. Mountain - Heart the blockages are related to the matter of expressing love. Mountain - Letter there is no message, news from this person.

Dog - Rider is a friend who is coming over, or thoughts on a friend and Heart-Letter reflecting it says that there is a desire to send a message to this person.

Middle card answers the question, Mountain, blockages, delays and stress. She needs to release her feelings of love towards him, probably by writing to him since writing is one of the best therapies I have tried, specially in cases like this. Once she releases what she is holding inside, she will stop thinking about him.

Daily Draw June 3, 2012

Weather : Partly Cloudy

Cards: Roads + Key + Dog

Key Card: Roads
Key words: Choice, alternative, short journey

Prediction: The Roads as the key card would be a choice or a decision which must be made. The Key adds a level of certainty to this. Whatever lies to left of the Key must pass and the result is whatever lies to the Right. Today looks like an important decision or a choice when it comes to a particular friend. Key + Dog also shows that its a friend who is important or who could help in making a decision.

So I have following interpretations:

An important choice has to be made concerning an important friend


A decision has to be made and a friend will be of help

I could not help but notice numbers 22 and 33 appearing in this spread. Number 18 is also equal to number 9 which is a powerful number.

What Happened in relation to cards: The situation mentioned above, the first one happened. I waited all day long for him to at least send one text but its so disappointing. I understand the big conference and everything but one text would not have hurt, would it? Friends do not do that to friends, do they? Enough with the drama, but all day long I was finding myself constantly trying to make a decision, and considering my alternatives. Its very important for me to teach him a lesson so that he stops taking me for-granted. One of the alternative was whether I should not talk to him after the conference ends and he calls me on 7th or 8th June and he finds that my cell phone has been switched off. Then I somehow control myself from texting him and I go have fun travelling around till 24th of June and keep him wondering wherever I have been. Fascinating. Or may be I should just take his call and talk to him in my coldest tone and pretend that I don't care about his presence or absence. Must make a choice, its important.

 Observation: Card 2+3 is always a good description together for card 1. 

Week 22 weekly Draw

I cannot believe the week is almost over and I'm uploading this one now.

Ship - Child - Moon - Mice - Dog - Stars - Lady

The Mice card is in the middle again. This card is the card of worries, loss and anxiety. The Mice actually is the voice in the head which does not let you sleep at night. The Mice this week is eating at my feelings and my recognition, while making me lose a friend or my general trust and friendliness.One of the things about Moon-Mice is sleepless nights which I am having these days.

The Mice actually ate at my nerves and my sensitivity towards this friend of mine and I ended up disappointing him. He has not talked to me in two days.Other than that the Mice kept me worried for most part of the week. One after the other there are some disappointments and worries.

Last week ended with discussion of a trip and whether or not I'm taking one, I decided on the very last day of the week that I am going and this week the Ship is present at the start of the week, the day when the paper work started.

Ship - Child - Moon

Child - Moon is my combination for hyper sensitivity. I have been hyper-sensitive about this trip because I do not have a choice whether or not I want to go. I didn't know whether I wanted to be happy about it or sad about the problems that have been nagging in my head.

Dog - Stars - Lady

Stars are making me hopeful and also the friends have been a great support in making me feel happy about the situation. Just last night I was being worried about something and my friend was there to support me and he told me that being positive will bring me positive things only. The Lady is reflecting Ship which means I am looking forwards to this trip. The Dog is reflecting Moon , this friend is quite a sensitive friend. The Child is reflecting Stars, I'm very much happy with the renewed hope.

This turned out to be my friend's expectations and hopes related to me. I know I must have disappointed him, but it was not intentional. He has not talked to me in 2 days now.

Daily Draw: May 25, 2012

Weather : Hot/Clear

Daily Draw May 25, 2012 

Cards: Letter - Dog- Sun


Key Card: Letter


Key words: An email, a message, mail
Prediction: It will be a happy message from a friend. This friend is someone warm and optimistic. The news about success is expected from a friend.




What Happened in relation to cards: I was down, depressed and sad despite all my efforts to cheer myself up. It was about a friend's message in the afternoon which shook me to the core. I was very much depressed. Throughout the day I found myself questioning his motives. The Sun was no where.
Then at around mid-night, he rang me up and all my doubts which were nagging me in the head throughout the day were just useless. The Sun appeared at midnight.

Observation: When the cards tell you something good will happen, then you must know it will happen. Just have faith!

Week 21: 7 cards draw

Week 21: Weekly draw

The central card for the week is Garden, which symbolises meetings, public places, the environment and also social network (offline or online). Garden + Child is usually new company, or an event involving children. Garden + Dog is a supportive network, loyal friends, trustful friends. Child + Dog with Garden can be a new friend, or a friend met on an event. So this week revolves around the friends and the network.

Left arm:

Book + Letter + Child

This is a message from a child, or a news about new beginning which is not known yet. 

Book + Letter = information received through message/email/mail

Book + Child = basic knowledge

Letter + Child = Message from a young lady or a Child

Book + Ship = A journey not known about yet

Letter + Sun = a message brings success, successful message, warm message

Child + Dog = Childhood friend

So A childhood friend brings a message about a journey not known about yet. This message brings the basic knowledge about possibly a secret.

I discovered a secret, unexpectedly, about a friend. The Child has appeared with Dog because he looks really young and acts even younger. It happened when all of sudden I saw him, at a public place (Child - Garden - Dog )

Wednesday: Child - Garden ; Child //Dog
I heard a news about a childhood friend. She's getting married, unexpectedly, next month.

Right arm:

Dog + Sun + Ship

A friend is very optimistic about a journey.

Dog + Sun = Positive and lucky friendship

Dog + Ship = friend who lives far away

Sun + Ship = Journey to the south, vacation, holiday trip

Dog + Child = young friend

Sun + Letter = positive and happy message

Ship + Book = educating journey, a journey known/decided upon

I'm truly amazed to see Ship and Sun this week because we have been planning for a vacation trip and I want to leave this month because next month will cause me troubles at uni, I cannot afford missing classes. The Sun + Ship and Book + Ship tell me that by the end of the week I will have some positive news about the trip which has not been decided upon yet. The journey is not towards south, but its to a warmer place, thus, the Sun. The journey is overseas, so Ship looks like it.  

I have all positive and neutral cards this week. Looks very positive. 

I have three 10's (Ship, Book and Dog), which also means travel out of country.

I'm super excited... yaaayyyy!

Monday: Book -Letter , Book//Ship
Asked from the travel agency for their packages  and other details.


Tuesday: Letter - Child ; Letter //Sun
Some awesome communication,messages, talks happened today. Oh yes I also discovered a secret, about this friend of mine.


Saturday: Sun - Ship , Sun//Letter


Just got back from the travel agency. They are saying everything shall be arranged by the 8th of next month which is going to make things Too TOoo TOOO tough for me but I don't know what I'm going to do. I really have no clue.

Week 20 (Updated)

So we are 20weeks far in 2012.

Weekly Draw, Week 20

The central card for the week is Fox, which is a card that may manifest in two ways as said by Mama Whodun. Either you are the Fox or you come in the way of a Fox. If you click on to read the post, you will see there is a wonderful analysis of this logic-driven animal. I'm not sure yet which side of this card is coming up for me this week but I will stay alert to digging it out.

With Tower and Dog, I guess I know who its talking about. The Dog + Tower is a friend who works in a govt. department and is very logical. I actually get advises on being logical from him. This week the situation looks false, shallow and intellectual between us. The Dog + Fox tells me that this friendship is actually just a false friendship, which he has openly confessed today. He clearly said he never saw me as his friend *disappointed*.

Anchor - Letter - Dog shows there is some stagnation with talking things through with this friend.  The Anchor however mirrors Sun which looks comforting. Letter - Heart shows there are some issues regarding feelings which need resolution. Dog - Tower, talk about being authoritative, or may be he is just too lonely. 

Anchor + Letter = long awaited news

Letter + Dog = message from a friend

Tower - Heart - Sun

This looks like there is loss of some feelings, feeling of being alone and cold. but the presence of Sun looks promising at the end. The Heart is divided between cold and warm from both sides. I hope it does not mean a separation from a great love. Sun + Anchor = sustained success, Tower + Dog = a strict friend/male , Heart - Letter = love letter. 

Tower + Heart = feeling of being alone

Heart + Sun = a great love.

Looks like a mixed week. Its important because things between me and a friend are at a crucial stage. I want to sort this matter. All of sudden we are locking horns. May be the message of Fox is to act smart.

Tuesday:
Letter + Dog and Letter//Heart. Well, we did have communication and that too very lovely and rather affectionate today. Things seems good for today at least.


Wednesday:
Dog + Fox and Dog + Tower. Tower, I was told, sometimes represents things from past because Tower is what is there for a long time. Today I encountered, despite my utmost efforts to avoid my past, some friends, or some girls who apparently knew me, but I did not recognize them. They were probably some girls from my high school, junior or senior may be, I have no clue, but they recognized me. The Fox was me, trying to ditch the questions and move on.


Thursday:
Fox + Dog and Fox + Tower
This was a day when my friend (represented by Dog this week) wanted some time alone and he is being a little weird about his whereabouts, which is giving me these Fox kind of mixed feelings. He said he was busy (Tower) but I'm wondering if he is hiding something I should know about *wondering*

My deck knows my friends!

I pulled these cards for today:

Oh my God, he's going to call me tomorrow!

That was my first reaction. Oh where is the call card? Who is he ?

Cross is the card for pain, suffering and something that puts you to unease, but at the same time its something you can not get away from. We share  what my deck calls a "Ring+Cross" relationship. We are strongly connected, but we can not stop hurting each other at the same time.

Bear is card of someone overpowering, some strong and protective, and not to mention, a food-lover. German school takes Bear as a man and so do I. Bear can be someone more on the chubby side.

Dog, a friend, a loyal person, whom your can trust.

Theme of the day is Pain and suffering, because of a friend. My friends do not hurt me. Oh wait, Bear is there. Oh that's him... figures! *Taking guns out for today's battle*

Bear + Dog represents him and has represented him in one GT and two 3x3 spreads. He is the kind you do not want to cross paths with. He will do anything to win it. He's an Aries too so we have huge bruised egos which often clash and when Rams lock horns you see nothing but pain for both. Last time I talked to him was two months ago when I pulled Ring+Cross. We decided not to talk to each other anymore.

I text him a lot after that, he is a good friend and a good enemy , satisfies my need for both in one person, and I wished him b'day last week (our b'days fall on same day ) and he did not wish me:(. Oh guess what I deleted his number, and then regretted.

so day before yesterday I left him a message on Twitter. He replied saying, "I don't have your number anymore, I deleted it". and I was like "what makes you think I still have yours?".

This is why its Ring + Cross. We can't let go of each other and we cannot stand each other.

The point of this post was that keep an eye for who is represented by which cards by your deck. Your deck knows your friends (and enemies) and this is how it becomes a personal language which only you understand.

Key + Dog + Garden: Sex and the City (2008)

April 24, 2012

I'm not really a movies person, I am more a "books" person. To me words are deeper and more expansive that the movies which are usually based on these books /words.

When I drew these cards for today, I knew I was going to find some revelation today which has something to do with friends.Not one friend but many or may be all of them (Garden represents "many" as an adjective). 

Last night was a depressive one. Its just one of those phases, but its getting worse and worse.

I decided to give myself a good day, watch a fun movie and then just stay in bed all day long, not worrying about anything at all. I ended up watching three movies in a row, and the last one I watched was Sex and the City. This movie reminded me of my daily draw today. Friends are what we have in our bad times, people we can rely on, turn to when there is no one to help us get up again. My favourite scene was when Big tries to apologise to Carrie in the middle of the road and carrie is hugging Charlotte tight and Charlotte is almost crying but she still manages to scold Big, and then at the end she takes her anger out on Big for hurting her friend. That was really cute. 

This daily draw is all about that wonderful person in our lives, or a group of them (Garden) who we can rely on. Its very important to understand their importance in our lives, and to hold on to them and not letting them go when we think we do not need them any more, because few years down the lane, in one weak moment of loneliness and depression, we do realize that we do need them.

They say nothing lasts forever; dreams change, trends come and go, but friendships never go out of style. -Carrie Bradshaw , Sex and the City (2008)-

Dog + Man + Mountain

Daily Draw April 22, 2012

This daily draw is pretty much simple and straight forward.

It was about a friend, who happens to be a guy and he was troubled/stressed mainly because he has a project which deals with iso 9001 and he is really not good with projects and stuff. I was expecting a rather complicated or hard to nail draw but this is one which is pretty straight to the point. I like this draw for its simplicity!

New Moon in Taurus

Another month has passed. On every new moon I will do a new reading for what this new moon shall bring me over the next lunar month. Moon card is one card which is most difficult for me to nail in the readings. The Moon can be so many things at the same time. Last time I pulled out 9 cards in line of nine and overwhelmed myself. I should stick to lesser number of cards but in my opinion 5 cards are too less for a period of one month, talk about being under-whelmed.

This new moon I decided to pull a box of nine, instead of a linear spread.
This New Moon is in Taurus, time to relax, have fun in the green grounds, enjoy good food, actually enjoy everything big.
So I pulled myself these cards this new moon:

Did I say have fun in green grounds? Why do I have Cross next to Garden then? and wait, didn't I mention Moon was the card I cannot nail easily, then why is it next to Cross? Talk about fate!

The First card usually tells whats on your mind, Garden, people, parties, parks, social gathering oh this is what I want right now, remember the fun in the green grounds? There is Cross lying next to it which means there is no socialising, and even if there is, atleast its not to make me happy.

Rows:

Garden + Cross+Moon = An event which is not so pleasant , will bring me the recognition meant for me.
Ship + Flowers+House = A pleasant trip with family, A gift from far away arrives at home.
Heart + Clouds + Dog = Affection for a friend is not easy to convey, unable to love a trustful person.

Update: No trip with family but been pleasantly planning one. I had this one dinner where things were not very pleasant for me. 
The last line was the truest. This month I got re-connected with a friend and it was just not easy to be sure about my own feelings about him. The Clouds ,however, did not stay the longest.


Update May 23, 2012
A gift from far away actually arrived and I was happiest.

Columns:

Garden + Ship + Heart

Socialising with a person from foreign lands who is coming closer. The Ship sometimes represents physical distance as well. I have a friend actually who lives in another state, but we are getting closer with time.

Cross + Flowers + Clouds

Right now I'm going through the times when the Cross period is getting over and there is little happiness coming out of blue (lighter side of Clouds towards Flowers). Although I'm not completely sure what the Flowers is signifying, but I'm happier than I have been over last few weeks.

Moon + House + Dog

This looks like the relationship with family is becoming better, which is a good news. There is more trust, friendship and love for them or from them either way is a good news. Moon+House also tells me I will be having better success at home than last month which was a mess.

Update:
Socializing with this person from a foreign place, this was also true. 
I got a surprise this month, which actually knocked me off my own firm feet but I was still not sure if I wanted it at all. (lowers + Clouds).
The relationship with family INDEED improved a LOT. I'm a lot happier than last month.

Diagonals:

Garden + Flower + Dog

This looks like a meet up with a female friend or meeting some new friend in a park or garden.

Moon + Flower + Heart

a date night? Well I have had Flowers +Heart before and it usually results in being asked out.

Moon + Ship + Dog :

This looks like self-awareness will bring trust or a friend needs some dig in himself.

Garden + House + Heart

Fun time yay.

Garden + Clouds + Moon

A cancelled event which clouds my mood.

Heart + Cross + Dog

Things seem like getting bad between me and a friend.

Update; Did not meet up any good friend, but found an old friend on facebook and re-connected. 
I did not get asked out :( *LOL).
Don't I just love myself. This month I actually had some self-realizations, which resulted in me ending up trusting two people I was darn sure I could never trust. I'm positive about one, while I still have doubts about the one who is handling the modules for my project.
The cancelled event was one. A turn off indeed.
Things did get bad between us, they always do, but everything is under control now.

Combinations of Flowers with rest of cards:

The central card number 5 is always the important one, here it tells me next lunar month will bring me some joy and happiness.

Flowers + Garden: joyous event, happiness, contentment, invitation to an event

Flowers + Cross = negative invitation, the happiness comes with a price

Flowers + Moon = romantic present/invitation

Flowers + Ship = a gift from abroad

Flowers + House = happiness at home, gift from family members

Flowers + Heart = token of love

Flowers + Clouds = happiness is not completely satisfactory, uncertain joy

Flowers + Dog = friendship offer, a friend gives a present

So this is it so far, there are good cards, there are bad cards (Cross and Clouds) but they are both in present column. Future looks good for this month. I'm relaxed!

Cheers, to new beginnings!

Update: I'm liking how the spread has picked up on the energy of this month. I got a gift from family. Friend has not given me any present yet, but we are on good terms after a span of about 6months.

Love Reading with Madame Seaqueen's Trigger Layout

Here is the spread. I have already done a reading with this spread. Worked like a charm.

This question is from Sarah about her love life since she is single for about a year now and the guys she is seeing are not generating any interest. She asked me that she wants to know about her love life and if she will soon feel "the feeling" again.
We are setting the time frame as:
Immediate: Next three weeks
Soon : Till May 23 (two months).

I'm choosing the card 24- HEART for significator.

The cards are:
Dog - Garden- Man - Birds
Key - Heart - Lady - Roads
Book- Sun - Mountain - Lilies

Past: Some friends (Dog-Garden) helped her unlocking some secrets, and also helped her becoming more open. The Key to left of Book unlocks the secret.

Present: She is having some non-serious flirtations and she is quite positive and optimistic about finding the love of her life just now, one of these days.Her thoughts are on socialising and making more public appearances and her feeling are energetic.In Andy's Small Lenormand Theory, Garden near Heart signifies an open relationship , no strings attached (This one is quite true!)

Immediate: Wow, we see a man coming up soon who probably makes her feel stressed or blocked or its a man with whom she sees no future. The Mountain explain that the Love will be delayed or blocked over next two weeks.

Soon: We wee her nervous because of a decision she has to make about a fling or a wise decision.

The Trigger row: Key - Heart - Lady - Roads
She had a sure help from a friend/a boyfriend in past who helped her learn about love or help her open up. She is quite hopeful and optimistic right now and thinks about socialising and opening herself more. In next two weeks we see her with a man but they are heading a difficult phase or she is facing an obstacle regarding her feeling. He is on top of her, so she has him in her thoughts, but her feelings feel blocked or difficult to express. In the future we see she has to make a choice, or a decision. The Birds and Lilies show she might have more than one options and she might be seeing more than one guy in next two months. Lilies is an affair, Lilies can signify a man who is older than her, Queen of Pentacles and King of Spades can signify an affair. Birds is a couple, and Roads shows she has choices.

Answer: She will soon have some alternatives and choices but she would have to make a decision.

Update April 26,2012
Its been longer than two weeks and I totally forgot to update this one. The row Man-Woman-Mountain, it did signify that there is a man who is her friend, more like a long-distance thing, but she is just not interested. The guy is good and everything but she finds it difficult to see them together as a couple.


We should wait for the Lilies guy.


Update May 17, 2012
The Lilies guy has popped up in her life. She was totally nervous about taking a decision when this guy asked her out, but then she took her chances and they have had two dates and things look favourable so far. She just asked me to do another spread for her now.