Tree + Garden + Flower

These cards were drawn on February 7, 2012.

 Tree + garden is my classic combo for hospital, because Tree is medicine and Garden is the gathering where people meet and it gets its context from surrounding cards.

Flowers are here again, but this can be a pleasant lady, with Tree, a doctor may be, with garden its a flower shop, a cosmetics store. Interestingly I had a dream that night that I was buying make-up on a cosmetics store :) weird coincidences!

I was thinking I might go to hospital, because I have got a muscle pulled an its just not getting any better fro last few days. Due to some work I did not go see a doctor.

However, it is said that three cards take 1-3 days for manifesting in real world. That was the case. I did go to hospital on Feb 9th, and there I met this really nice pretty lady (who was the ER doctor actually) and somehow she reminded me of this spread.

Thus, it has been established that the cards might not show something significant for that day only, but for next 1-3 days.

If you draw some cards for one day and then you feel like the spread did not indicate anything significant, wait for 1-3 days and you can always update your journal for experience!

Letter + Ring + Tower

This was drawn this morning. My first thought was a message, from my lover about splitting paths. The Tower card with Ring is a clear indication isolation from partner. The Letter would mean it would be probably a text message or an email. The Ring has often represented our relationship.

Letter - Ring - Tower

The cards I pulled out in my Playing cards deck (the one I'm using for my course in Magic Circle School).

King of Clubs - 7 of Hearts - 2 of Spades

The spread is read from left to right, like one card for morning, noon and night.

There is again an indication there might be a problem today. Looking at numbers and suits,  the morning will be busy, I will probably be working hard in the morning, the afternoon suggests an emotional problem, with a friend or lover may be, and the evening brings arguments and disputes.

This looks like a really bad day.I will try to avoid him altogether today and leave him alone if that helps him!

Clouds+Coffin again!

I drew the following cards today

Letter + Clouds + Coffin

Letter is the card for written communication of all kinds, texts, emails, official documents.

Clouds is the card that is temporary but is negative. It means there are some confusions, throwbacks, unpredictable events.

Coffin, well, the ending, pain, illness, but again its temporary.This too shall pass!

With the combination above, I could see I will get a message from someone about ending some confusions. Clouds can be a man too who is too direction-less or who is not very sure about his steps. Coffin at the end tells that this man is depressed.

The message I received was from someone very close who was actually feeling direction-less (I believe Clouds meant him) and he wanted to put an end to something. No decision however, was made (Thanks to Clouds, he was too senseless to decide anything).

The Clouds+Coffin Combo means a negative day, something bad is going to happen but the key is not to panic. This situation is just temporary and it will pass soon. Take it slow and do not take any hasty decisions, instead postpone the matter and tomorrow is just another day, only its new! 

Pictures

This picture is for a reading done somewhere else!

FOR reading done on LL:

For Topaz71

For my soul mate question:

09 - Flower/Bouquet

This card has started appearing for me since February started and it has been appearing in daily, weekly and every other reading I have done in last seven days. The Flowers card has following meanings according to my research:

1. Something short-lived (they die quickly)
2. An offer
3. A present
4. A charming friend/sister
5. A woman with a loss, divorced or widow (Queen of Spades)
6. The company, people you surround yourself with for entertainment.
7. Creativity, art, beauty

I took a sneak peek at my GT as to what its implying and why it is taking most of my focus?

The cards I get in my GT for February 2012 are:

Book -    Dog  -   Man
Key   - Flower - Clover
Road -  Coffin - Lady

This looks like an offer from a friend, someone I don't know about. Key and Clover tell me its a lucky and important offer. However, the Coffin puts an end to it or turns it in to a bad event, because of a choice which has to be made. Book tells me I know nothing about this offer yet. Dog + Flower can be a female friend who has suffered a loss (Coffin) and is feeling she has no way out (Roads+Coffin).

The Flowers is in house of Bear, Strength and Power, while in house of Flowers is Lilies, which suggests again its an offer from a very important man. The other cards are Man - Flower - Roads - Sun - Heart, this man makes multiple offers which bring further warmth to my heart or warm feelings.

I still have to find out what my friend has to offer but its continuously catching my eye and appearing for me again and again. The surrounding cards look nice and I have to wait and see how it manifest in the almost second week of February 2012 (The card is in house 15).

I did a reading to ask
Q: What/Who is this card trying to bring my attention to?
(Pre-chosen card = Flowers)

From my blog, one must have figured I don't read 3x3 spread because I never really get there is so much going on, but I wanted to give it a try with this question.

First the four corners: Fish+Sun could be emotional/financial success. Stars+Whip means music in my LWB.
This invite/offer/gift can be something related to financial success, and spiritual healing.

Tower+Man+Heart+Clover tells me this single/tall/lonely man is lucky in love.

The Man is a banker or financially independent (Fish+Tower) and is seductive (Whip+Clover).This also suggests the cheerful conversation we have had and still having(Whip+clover). Flower + Stars, Flowers+heart point to being asked out on a date and the Sun tells me it will be something very nice.

Looking forward to this ;)

Update: This was really something worth it. The minute this man stepped in my life, the Flowers card stopped appearing. This man became a friend out of blue. We met and we had this instant click. The GT and the 9-cards spread were very accurate. The friend was not known to me when I did the GT. He came in my life after the GT (probably second week of February). My idea about the second week was right. He is a financially independent and we have had really cheerful conversations. He asked me out for a date totally out of blue. He does things sort of pretty fast. He has been hitting on my really often (almost all the time) and my heart, I just feel like its actually warming up a little :)
I have not accepted the offer yet, but he doesn't seem like the one who will give up. 

February 5 - 11: week reading

This reading is for the week from February 5- February 11.

Rider - Stars - Anchor - Child - Lady - Flower - Roads

The Child in the middle suggest a new beginning, in terms of stability or job, for a woman (Me). I'm working hard this month and feeling stagnant (Lady+Anchor).

Left side:
Rider - Stars - Anchor - Child

I'm receiving a message from my readings this month, probably about a new form of esoteric work, I will probably get a new way of reading the cards or an important message will be received which helps me learning a new form of esoteric work (Stars+ Anchor).

update: Wooah a lot has happened in this one week. I got a few readings which were pointing to an offer appearing soon enough. New-ness was the theme of the week and it worked very well in my advantage. I did receive a new hope, that things will change and start moving soon.

Right Side:
Child - Lady - Flower - Roads

This young but charming Lady is finding an alternate offer or an invite. The Roads+ Rider tell me there are many alternate solutions coming to me through these wonderful ideas (Flower+Stars). I probably will be able to make a decision which serves me right.

Update: I was on-spot about two offers. I did get two romantic offers. 

Adding them together: 125 = 35-Anchor. This week is about stagnation, but with Child there can be a hope for something new. Anchor can restrict the movement much since I'm having exams as well and I might be busy with them for most part.

The only thing that is holding me back is my stagnant life and the kind of life I'm used to.

Grand Tableau for Life

I did a GT for life when I was not in love yet and I was still stuck on a relationship with my ex- lover. That GT was an interesting one with me in house of Roads (I was supposed to make a choice and move on) and Coffin in house 29-Lady telling me I was undergoing the famous cycle of Transformation.

Last night I was thinking since my life has changed a lot after that, I have chosen a direction in my career, I have  chosen a direction in my love life, so why not do a GT about life NOW when things have changed, just to see what changes are reflected in both cases. Here I'm posting the new GT only, I will someday post the older one and this one both and compare how one decision has changed the course of my life.

Lilies ---- Ship ----- Roads -- -Cross -- Lady -- -Storks -- -Heart -- --Garden

Sun ------Anchor -- Flower -- Fish -- --Moon -- Birds -- --Stars ----- Child

Letter --- Tower -- -Coffin -- -Key -- --Dog -- --Tree -- --Book -- --Clouds

Scythe --- Fox ----- Man ---- Snake -- Whip -- -House -- Mount. -- -Mice

---------------------Clover -- Bear ---- Ring -- --Rider--------------------

Theme of the reading:
Lilies - Ship - Roads
My life is full of lessons learnt through the journey I've had by the choices I've made. I have always found myself facing choices, and my wisdom is an outcome of those choices.

Corner cards:
Lilies - Mice / Garden - Scythe

I will look at lilies in terms of wisdom and balance and Mice as something that lessens it. My life has been full of experiences by I have never really learnt to balance things. That has been an issue always.

On the other hand I avoid people, I avoid socialising.

Fate Cards:
Clover - Bear - Ring - Rider
Financial satisfaction while desiring a marriage/stable bond (The direction of Rider tells what you want/desire)

Past:
Fox - Coffin - Fish -Lady
The past has been a clever and successful subconscious transformation when I was trying to find my path towards light.

Lilies - Ship - Roads - Cross
Look how the decision has been made, how the choice has been made in the past with Roads+Cross combo. The Lilies - Ship - Roads tell me again about how I have learnt my way through the decisions I've made in past.

At Present:
Lady - Moon - Dog - Whip- Ring

I'm being sensitive and illusionary about this friend/lover ,who is tired or ached, because of some relationship which is not so fulfilling  and full of troubles (Whip).

(This rings so true!)

Future: Keeping on the same path way, if I keep going like this, the future holds
Storks - Heart - Garden

Storks bring changes. They always have. They are about improvements in life. Surrounded by no negative cards, I think I will fall in love, in a public place, or at an event.
What kind of event: With Child , it can be an event about children, or young women, Stars tell me its some kind of spiritual gathering.

(If its for women, what would he be doing there *giggles*)
Garden is in house of Coffin, so this confirms either its a funeral or a hospital, it can be a hospital ward for children.

Lady- Birds - Book - Mice

This tells me I will also be having some secret conversations which will stress me out.

Analysing Lady :
I'm in house of Tree, growing slowly and learning at my own pace. I'm known to be a slow one when it comes to growth or being "mature".  In house 29-Lady is Whip, I'm really aggressive and argumentative. I really love physical activities having a strong Mars in my chart. Right behind me I have Cross, whatever was before Cross has now come to an end. I'm restless now with Storks right next to me. I want to feel free. With Birds and Moon next to me, I'm also quite nervous about these changes and the words and promises which sometimes feel illusive. Lady - Birds - Heart tell me I'm nervous about this love of mine.

Taking a Look at Dog as my friend-cum-lover:
He is in house of blockages and he is actually trying to emotionally block me out. I find my ways towards him blocked. In house of Dog is Tower which confirms that he wants to be alone. In either direction for his future,  I see improvements (Clouds) and comfort (House).

I shuffled the cards and asked which card in this spread is representing my life partner and the answer I got was 28-Man


He is in house of Letter, so we might meet through correspondence of some sort. In house 28- is Snake, so he is either with another woman right now or is in trouble.Looks like he is facing some arguments at home (Whip+House). Scythe+Fox tells me he has been cautious with his hasty decision making.Right on top of him he has Coffin, and Tower, he must have had some recent loss, and it was meant to be with Key card.

I asked the cards which card in this spread represented my ex- and I got Roads:
The Cross stands between me and him which tells me he is out of my life now, the Cross has separated us.

Very interesting part is that the Roads card from my last GT here is leading to Roads - Flower- Coffin - Man - Clover which shows my decision of burying the memories of him behind, the good old days, and starting over with help of Clover, new found hope.

 The only man coming in my life (to right side) is Rider. The Ring lies next to him so he can be someone I will be in a legal relationship with. He is in house of Cross, he will be a test, a fate, karma. In house of Rider is Lilies, he can be someone wiser and mature, despite the fact Rider is someone younger.

This was really nice way to look at things since the course has changed in Five Months.

illusion and 32-Moon

Feb 3,2012

The card for the daily draw was Lady - Moon - Child

When I turned the Lady card over, I knew it is me. Lady in a daily draw has never represented anyone other than myself.

The Moon card is the card which speaks of the dark side, the illusions, things are different in the day light and they are more clearer, the night time is the time when you are more emotional, intuitive, dreamy.Its a warning against having too much illusion. This card also tells you to focus on your dreams because they can be having a special message for you.Moon card also speaks of the feminine energy.

The Child card also represents a young lady, or feeling naive and vulnerable.

When I looked at the spread, I was thinking I might be too dreamy, or too naive, sensitive and romantic today. There is TOO much feminine energy in the spread. The Lady card is representing me, the Moon card warns of being dreamy or not seeing things clearly,and Child card supports the Moon card, its being naive.

What actually happened that I was being too dreamy, I was practically sleepy the whole day, and while I was awake I was constantly thinking about the unrealistic stuff I want from life. This was totally immature and insane because if a Child asks for Moon to play with, she practically can't have it. Therefore,

Moon+Child is a warning that the naive illusions of immature dreams you are having, you need a reality-check. Keep your emotions in check, you might regret what you do today.

Coffin+Dog+Man; Lenormand Combos

This was one of the daily draws which actually worked really well.

The interesting point is Numerology in this spread. 8-18-28, The sequence and presence of 8 in every card suggested some heavy-duty stuff for that day. 8 is my birth number and is ruled by Saturn, the number of restrictions and Karma. Number 8 has usually caused delays, pains and tough situations and lessons learnt the hard way in my life. This number has shape like the infinity sign and is about reaping what you sow.

With that here, I had to be ready to reap what I sow. The appearance of Dog means it is some friend of mine who is very loyal towards me. The Man is next to Dog, this tells me this is a man I'm so devoted and loyal towards. The Coffin tells me this loyalty or this friend of mine is going to pose me some pain. Coffin is about ending of something and starting a fresh cycle of life. The Coffin suggested this friend of mine is in Pain, or is going to give me some pain.

I ended up having a one to one conversation with a friend whom I have hurt a lot in past and I had to end a few things with him so that we can start afresh. I literally ended my friendship with him and told him we need to start over and we did.

When Coffin with Dog appears, you will know you have to hurt a friend, but only to start it from scratch and only in a different way this time. Number 8 is never easy, there are no short-cuts. You have to be honest and go one step at a time.

Good luck with number 8!

Depression, introversion and Lenormand

I have been pretty down lately, while I should be happy. I was trying to put it onto the unplanned or unprepared for date of mine last week, but its not that only. There is something else bothering me. It can be my love being so absorbed in some depressive mode as well and I want to know WHY are we in this mode while nothing is apparently wrong.

Q: Why are we in this introvert, intense, depressive mode after our meeting?
A:

Tree - Birds - Roads - Moon - Mice

Roads in the middle talk about a state of indecisive-ness or not knowing what to do. This is what's happening right now.
In the Past we had this comfortable, being home kind of feeling. Tree+Birds is my "being home" combo because Birds live on Trees.  Tree is enhanced if its placed closer to Roads. Therefore, we can say that this growth in the relationship and this stronger rooted connection (Tree) we have has made us nervous (Birds) and we don't know what to do (Roads).

In future, I see loss of sleep, we are already at it. He is taking pills to sleep and I spend nights awake, trying to figure out what's exactly wrong.

So story-line we have this deep connection, where we are supposed to grow and learn from each other (Tree), we are not feeling well in body and spirit (Tree+Birds). this is causing the anxiety and nervous about the options we have (Birds+Roads).The Roads in the middle tell me that we are at a decision point, we are not sure what to do, we cannot find the way to success (Roads+Moon) and this is what is causing the sleeplessness and other problems (Moon+Mice). Birds also suggest insomnia which both of us are having.we are not sure of these are the words of illusion(Birds+Moon) we are having and the Roads add to the unsure feelings. This is causing stress at spiritual level and this feeling of being eaten at (Tree+Mice).We both have been pretty ill with upset stomachs in last three days.

Adding the Cards: 13-Child: The major cause for all this is feeling vulnerable. We are scared that we are being too naive and exposing too much and the fear of getting hurt.


Q: What should I do to make him feel better and secure?
A:
Snake - Garden - Storks - Book - Rider

Snake + Garden = a socialising woman
Snake + Storks = a woman who brings change, bring something better
Storks + Garden = Changes that make one appear in public

Its talking about a change that brings a woman in public, I should plan another date with him.

Storks + Book = Secret changes, changes caused by discovering something
Storks + Rider = a message about journey
Book + Rider = A message which will remain a secret, a secret visit

This definitely points towards a secret visit which can bring a change, a positive change I hope, and this can be about meeting again. This will be a secret meeting (Garden+Book).

Adding them together : 71=8-Coffin. End whatever happened before and start afresh. Coffin is temporary pain that usually passes. So I should start it over to make him feel better.